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Maybe that was it. Maybe he's not coming back because he never cared. I love him but he doesn't love me. Knowing that kills me. Who knows where he went. I can't do this again the not seeing him for 3 years and have him come back whenever he wants. I ruined everything by one stupid Mistake.

My phone rang it was a blocked number.

"Hello"

"Hi is this Mackenzie Lipton?" The guy asked

"Yes."

"I would like to inform you that your fiancè, Ansel Elgort has attempted suicide and is in the hospital."

"Is he alive?"

"Yea he's going to be fine but he demanded that I call you. He is going to need a lot of help in the next few months. Did he show any signs of depression?"

"No. I mean we've had fights here and there but he never cried or anything."

"Mackenzie he was diagnosed with severe depression and he is mentally unstable so I personally recomend keeping children away from him until he starts therapy."

"Okay thank you."

This is my fault Ansel wanted to die because of me. I'm a fucking idiot.

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