That bad Cali life

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We've been in California for 3 days. He hasn't even talked to me the whole time we've been here. He sleeps on the couch. He leaves everyday and comes back basically just for dinner and sleep. I hate myself. I hate my life. Everything I've done has been a mistake. Maybe it's time to end the mistakes, lies, pain, and everything else by just ending me. Maybe that dream was telling me that Ansel shouldn't die but I should. It's not like he cares about me.

Hey guys I'm so sorry for the short chapter. I've been so busy with school and I was gonna update today but I went to the homecoming game. I have the weekend so hopefully I have time to update. If not I have off of school Thursday and Friday so I will definitly update then! Thanks for 4000 reads 😘😘

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