The lost son ~John Frusciante and Josh Klinghoffer

50. It's raining down with love and hate

I can't believe I made it to the chapter 50! A huge thank you to anyone who's still reading my story! ILY ❤️

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The next morning me and Clara dressed up and ordered breakfast to my room. After a few minutes there was a knock on the door. I was sure it was someone who brought our food. But I was wrong.

I opened the door and saw Anthony standing on the other side.

- Hey, have you seen Clara? She hadn't showed up to our room. Do you know where she is?

He sounded really worried.
I turned around and looked at Clara to see her reaction. She was nodding her head.

- Yeah, she's in here. She was devastated after she saw you with another women. And I'm not surprised. Grow up, you're hurting her.

I said and moved back a few steps so that Ant could go inside.
He sat next to her and took her hands to his face, kissed them and put them on his knees.

- Baby, I know I fucked up. I'm so sorry.

He said.

- I'm tired of your shit. You keep doing it again and again.

She responded. Clara was visibly angry. I was standing there watching them.

- It was the last time, I promise!

- Oh was it? And you want me to believe you? No way. We're over. I hope you'll find what you're looking for.

- Clara, please, don't do this to me. I really... Fuck, I need to say it. I love you. You're something else.

- Why do you keep cheating on me, then? Last night me and Josh had a serious talk. And he said one important thing. We are not made to be in a relationship. And that's true. Let's split up and be friends again. I'm so fucking over you.

- Baby... I know Josh is right. But we've managed to work it out for the last year. I've never been so long with anyone, so have you. Clara, what do you want me to do? I'll do everything, just stay with me. I really care about you. Yesterday we didn't do anything more than kissing, I didn't want to. Clara...

She was listening to him carefully and different expressions appeared on her face. It was so uncomfortable for me to be the witness of their fight.

- Have a child with me.

Clara responded.

- What?

Anthony asked. He was dumbfounded.

- I want you to get me pregnant.

She replied.

- Baby, you know what I think about having kids...

- If you loved me, you'd that.

- I love you. It's got nothing to do with my feelings. Parenting is not an easy task, right Josh?

Ant asked me.

- Oh yeah. Despite the fact I'm so mad at you, I have to agree. Is that what you really want, Clara? Having a kid won't prevent Anthony from cheating on you.

- I'm still here.

Tony said.

- I know.

I responded.

- Ok, that was stupid. What I wanna say is that you're an immature 50 year old guy and I've had enough of being the other woman. At first I thought that if we both love sex, an open relationship would be great. But it turned out it isn't for me.