The lost son ~John Frusciante and Josh Klinghoffer

33. Kissing her virginity

Just a purely sexual chapter. I hope you enjoy it!

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- I know, Josh.

Kate answered calmly. It shook me. She knew that I had a wife?

- She moved out some time ago. She doesn't love me anymore. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to use you.

I spoke.

- That's fine. I don't care about anything as long as you're next to me.

She said, kissing my cheek.

- You're special. I want you to know that I never did it with a fan. I hate groupies. I'm not sleeping with strangers.

- I know. Me neither. You're just like me, shy and lost. I always admired your sensitivity and wondered how it would be like to meet you.

- Do you like me as a person?

- I do. A lot.

- Thank you. Kate, I'm sorry, I really am.

- You don't need to be. Will you stay the night? I'd love to cuddle.

- Sounds amazing.

I answered.

*

- Good morning princess.

I said to Kate who was rubbing her eyes.

- I've woken up on Josh Klinghoffer's chest, isn't that amazing?

She joked, giving me a kiss.

- Should have said on my 3 layers of clothing. It was amazing to have such a great girl next to me. I'll be going now, feel free to message me anytime you want.

I said, getting up.

I walked to John and Gail's house with this weird feeling inside. What should I do? What if Kate falls in love with me? I don't know what's going on with Lilly. There's no one more important than her, but I have my needs, I won't be waiting my whole life for her. Although I'll always love her.
I went inside the house and went to the kitchen where my grandparents were having breakfast.

- Good morning.

I said with a smile.

- Good morning, Josh. Where have you been? I've been worrying about you...

Grandma said.

- You don't need to. I don't do drugs anymore. I visited a friend and stayed the night. I'm so hungry, what's for breakfast?

I asked, changing the topic.

*

Later that day I called Lilly again. This time she picked up.

- Lilly? Honey, is that you? Say something, please.

- Stop fucking calling me. I know my mother talked to you. Don't you dare call anyone from my family once again. I already filed for divorce today. Bye.

- No!

I said but the call had already been finished. After I've had enough of punching the mattress, I called dad and told him about the situation. He said how sorry he was and that I should stay with his parents for a little longer.
I went out of the house and began to head in Kate flat's direction. I had no idea if she was at home. I just wanted to see her.