Carson
When Anna and Sam come down, they won't meet my eyes either.
I know what they did.
Weren't they supposed to be my friends?
My eyes water. I know I've been acting like a bitch lately, but them doing this to me...
The table is silent.
No one will look at me.
"Look at me." I beg.
Nothing.
"Look at me!" I yell.
Their eyes flicker over.
"What happened last night?"
No reply.
"Why would you do this to me?" I cry.
Anna begins to speak. "Carson-"
"No! Just shut up! You did this on purpose!" I screamed, tears trickling down my cheeks.
I ran outside, sitting down on the porch and sobbing into my hands.
"I wish I could forget them. I wish I could just wake up, and never remember any of this." I scream.
My voice is breaking.
As is my heart.
"You don't mean that." In front of me is Bell, a hand on her hip.
She stares down at me, a sad look in her eyes.
"I do! This would all be so much easier if I wasn't here. Amnesia would be so easy. It would be my
escape." I wail.
"Stop." Bell says, voice cracking. "You have people that care about you-"
I cut here off there. "But I don't. I should have known coming here was a mistake!"
I go back to sobbing, my sobs sounding more desparate now.
And all I can think is...
Why?
What did I do?
Standing up, tears silently running down my cheeks, I moved towards the docks.
Almost as if in a trance.
I stare down at my reflection.
And I wonder.
What is wrong with you?
What is wrong with...me?
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Voodoo Doll
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