Carson
The car ride home is silent for most of it.
We don't really have anything to say.
I don't have anything I really want to say.
When we arrive back home, I realize something.
In two days, the boys leave for that Take Me Home tour.
And now, with what happened with Luke, I know that I'm not dreading the day they (he) leaves.
I'm welcoming it.
It'll give me a chance to calm down, almost be free.
To give me time to freely think.
He stares at me sadly in the car, and a horrible feeling knots in my stomach.
I turn to Calum, leaning my head on his shoulder.
"I'll miss you." He softly says, almost as if he doesn't want me to hear.
I invite Sam, Anna and bell to stay, but only Anna can.
We sit on the couch in silence.
We both open out mouthed at the same time, then close them, laughing.
"You go first." I say.
She stares at me for a while before she speaks. "I'm sorry."
I furrow my eyebrows. "For what?"
"I acted like a total bitch. While we were there. I made a move on both of the guys you liked, and I'm just going to back
Off till you've made up your mind."
I smile at her, and lean forward giving her a quick hug. "Thanks. But I don't know when I'll chose."
She cocked her head to the side. "I feel like the answer is obvious, you just don't want to believe it."
I glance down, not meeting her gaze.
"You don't have to answer." She sighs.
I can tell she wants me to.
But I know...
She was right.
I nod. "But I still can't chose, I don't want to hurt anyone."
With serious eyes, she still stares at me.
"You won't."
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Voodoo Doll
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