Carson
"No more crying around them. Be more punk rock, like you don't give a shit what they think." Sam
ordered.
"How will this help?" I asked, my eyes red and itchy as we sit on my couch.
Anna snickered. "How won't it help?"
Bell gave me a sympathetic look. "They'll want you. And crying makes your badass disappear."
"No swearing!" I said.
"Don't do stuff like that." Sam pointed out.
"I think you've been talking to Ashton to much." Anna stated, giving me a serious look before
laughing.
I couldn't help but laugh along.
As our laughter died down, I muttered the question that's been on my mind. "Will this really
work?"
Bell smirked. "Don't be so dramatic."
"Of course it will."
***
That day we had a sleepover, and went shopping the next day.
I bought tons of band shirts, black skinny jeans, etc.
"I totally want to see their expressions." Anna laughed.
"You sound evil!"
"You sound 5."
"Not uh!"
"F**k it. With her acting like this..."
"Wow. Someone hit you with the bad ass bike."
"What the even hell Carson? Let's get home before embarrass us. " Sam teased.
"Bitches." I grumbled as we walked to our car.
"That's more like it." Bell said triumphantly.
The whole way home, we listened to 1D's Up All Night album.
It gave me this empty feeling.
I couldn't stop thinking of Ashton and Luke....
And how much I missed them already.
It was like a hole inside me.
And I hated it.
Luke had been a total dick to me before he left.
Maybe this plan will change things.
For the better.
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Voodoo Doll
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