John's POV
She's fading away from me, and its my fault. I dont need to blame anyone because it was my choice, my decision and I take all the consequences.
But seeing her hurting. Seeing her feel the pain that I cause makes me weak and hurt even more.
I know she's right that my sorry wasn't enough to take all the pain, but what can i say to her? Because I know when I say I love her, she wont believe me and it will hurt ne so bad because God knows how much i love her that im willing to sacrifice us.
"Fuck you!" I heard Steve shout at me and run towards me.
He punch me. Kick me. But i didn't do anything, because i deserve those punch and kick. I know it was not enough because i need more than that, I need more than the punch and kick to feel the pain what my princess felt when i hurt her.
"Steve! Stop! Please!"
"Steve! Please! Tama na!"
It was my ate sunshine who shout.
"Wala kang kwentang tao! Wala!"
"You dont deserve my princess! You dont deserve angie!"
"You dont deserve her and her love! Because you was an idiot and a damn fucker to hurt her and make her cry so much! You dont deserve her love gago!"
"Steve! Son!"
"Tama na! Vince, Ethan, Gio, Renz, please awatin niyo na si steve!" I heard my ate shout to my friends but no one dare to stop steve because me neither i will not steve for giving punches that i deserve.
"I will get angie from you, im gonna take her away from you and i will love her more than she deserves!"
I deserved his punches but what he said awake me. I will not give my love. "Fuck you! She's mine! Only mine! She's mine!" I punch steve. I punch him with equal intensity of his punch.
"John! Stop!"
"I wont allow that to happen. But if you do, i swear im gonna kill you if you take her away from me."
We were separated because of Ethan and Gio who stop us from punching.
"You won't allow. Ha." steve smile. "Fuck you for that. You wont allow but your the one who make angie leave you. Your the one who gave her the reason to leave you. And it would be easier to me to take her away from you."
"Damn you! Arghhh" I was fuming mad of what he said. I want to punched him so hard, i want to kill him but i cant come near him because Ethan and Vince and Renz are holding me and stopping me.
"Stop dude. Calm down." Gio said to me but No! I want to kill that bastard.
"I said stop!" Vince shout and push me.
I was shocked because vince was mad.
"Tama siya. You don't deserve angie because your such an idiot for hurting her. Hindi na ako magugulat kung si angie na mismo ang bumitaw at umalis mula sa piling mo."
"If you called it love, then you were an insane and bastard because its not the way the love is."
They were all gone, but im still here. Silently crying because of what I've done.
"Was it painful?"
I didn't need to see her because i know her voice. My ate sunshine. I didn't bother wiping my tears because my ate knows me.
"So much." I honestly said.
"No john. You're wrong. Kulang pa yan sa sakit na pinadama mo kay angie. What you did was so much for angie that i think she cant handle it anymore. Be ready for what ever consequences may come because it was what they called karma sa lahat ng ginawa mo."
