Steve's POV
"Did you know the feeling of being left behind because you love her."
I look to my phone because she is my wallpaper.
"You know i love her so much that im willing to endure the pain just to stay beside her. Im willing to do everything just to be the man he love. But though I tried to be like him, she will never see me as a man he truly loves." I breakdown, this is the second time i cried infront of a woman.
"You really love her. Aren't you?" Mary said. Were not that close but i found myself here in front of their house when angie left me in the mall. Mary is a nice woman she is a family oriented and a beautiful person.
"Yes. Mahal na mahal ko na siya." Sagot ko.
"Bakit sa dami ng babae siya pa? Samamtalang may mahal na siyang iba na tulad mo natitiis ang sakit basta makasama niya lang yung mahal niya."
"I don't know why her. I don't know why I love her so much but all I know is she is the woman i love to be with." I look at mary who is lookin at me with a sad eyes.
" You know what no one can tell why they fall inlove to someone. Maybe they will say because she is beautiful, sexy, kind,sweet, caring. They will say every good traits they see when the fall inlove but a real man know that they can't explained how? When? Where? They fall inlove to a woman. It just happened that they woke up or realized that they love that woman who can't get out of their mind and heart."
I close my eyes and with that I see Angie's favey smiling at me, that make me smile eve though it just an imagination that will never happened.
"Its hard to love someone like angie. Because angie locked her heart to someone who loves him too but destiny won't make them that happy because it's not the right time and also that man Angie's love was thorn between the real meaning of love." Mary said that made my attention focus to her.
I smile. "How do you know that bastard love her too. And how can you say he is thorn, because that was bullshit!" I said to her. Naiinis kasi ako na pinagtatanggol niya si john.
"Kasi alam ko lang at halata naman." Sabi nito at ngumiti sakin.
Tumayo naman ako dahil naiinis ako sakanya. How can she say that bastard is for angie while seeing angie is hurting because of that bastard.
"Para sakin hindi niya mahal si Angela sadyang si angela lang kasi ang nasa tabi niya simula noon kaya na set na sa mind ni john si Angela na ang mamahalin niya kasi lagi itong nasa tabi niya but when Angie came things change like his feelings, na bago ang pananaw ni john naramdaman niya ang mga kakaibang feeling pag kasama si angie na nagpalito sakanya kung ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman niya kay angela." Mary stood up. And look at me.
"That was bullshit! Kung mahal niya si angie dapat sinabi at ginawa na niya na hindi yung sinasaktan niya pa ng paulit-ulit para lang masabi niyang mahal niya talaga ito. If he truly loves Angie he will do the right thing, let go of angela for him to prove that he loves angie."
"Hindi niya pa nga nagawawa kasi baka natatakot siyang may masaktan ng sobra."
Tumawa ako." Siya natatakot na may masaktan? You don't him para sabihin mo yan kasi pag gusto ni john nakukuha niya kahit pa may masaktan na siya basta makuha niya! Tulad ng ginawa niya sakin!" Sa Inis ko hindi ko mapigilang mapasigaw.
"What do you mean?" Mary asked me.
"Me and john are related were cousin. Were close before that we share our secret but because of what he do we curse each other. " mary looked shocked to what I say. " I share my secrets to him and my secret is I fell inlove with our friend, I always say to him what I felt for that friend i even asked what should I do to be that friend notice me and love me too but when im about to confess to that friend I saw him. No i even hear him confess to that friend I love so much."
