Royal 5 Seconds of Summer Imagines

prince calum pt. 2 (2/3)

http://thotgomery.tumblr.com/post/111213796425/prince-calum-pt-2

Summary: Your doubts in your love lasting between Calum and you has done nothing but weaken the bond between you two. No matter how many times Calum has told you that he loves you more than any jewel or thing in the world, all you can think about is the acceptance of society due to the fact that the eldest must be married first, and your sister still has yet to be loved.

There was always some sort of beauty in the transition of fall to winter. The way the leaves were already dull colors, but they would soon fall off the branches; just to coat the ground and drown in the coldness of snow. Laying on my back, the sun was shielded from my eyes as Calum was once again leaning over me with a wide smile on his face; his lips pecked my nose making me giggle for what felt like the millionth time this afternoon. My head was comfortably rested in the firmness of his thighs while ran his fingers through my now loose hair. Normally it was found to be impolite to let a man caress your hair in public, it was deemed as a type of sin, but I could care less in this moment because I was just wrapped in Calum and his attempt at catching grapes in his mouth.

Deep in my heart, I knew this love wouldn't last forever. This heart clenching love wouldn't last for a life time either because of war which was clearly coming soon, or just the fact that my sister was to be married first. God knows I love her, but she is just so unlovable in the betrothal category. Shaking my head to myself, I was whisked away from my thoughts when Calum began peppering my face with chaste kisses.

"What troubles you my love?" he inquires, and I lean up to sit up correctly, wincing when my corset jabbed into my ribs slightly. Calum's eyes flashed with worry, but I just gave him a reassuring smile before leaning my head on his shoulder, kissing his neck sweetly. "Nothing Calum, it's just the fact that-"

"[Y/N] please don't tell me that you're worrying about the social acceptance of my love for you?" Calum sighs out with slight annoyance in his voice; he takes my hand into his and begins playing with my smaller fingers before intertwining our hands together. Closing my eyes, I bite my lip and try to focus on the seasons slowly changing when a breeze blows by, and I can't help but let out a small shiver as the wind hits my naked arms.

"How can I not Calum?"

"By letting me kiss you and love you today, tomorrow, and for the rest of our lives." Turning his face towards me, Calum's fingers made me forcefully look at him. Opening my mouth to speak I was quickly silenced when Calum kissed me, and I found myself falling deeper into his charm and warm brown eyes all over again. But then my elder sister came into my mind again and I was pushing Calum away from me reluctantly, earning a confused expression for him. He looks like a lost puppy. "Please let me make you my queen [Y/N]," he whispers, wrapping his arm around my waist to pull my body into his once again, and I place my hands on his chest shaking my head slowly. I could feel my heart breaking, but I knew in my mind it was right for me to let him go.

"I- can't Calum. You know that-"

"You can't- or you won't?" Calum's voice croaked out, and I frowned at him, swallowing at the lump in my throat that seemed to grow larger at the minute. Not being able to look at him, I trained my eyes on my dress, admiring the white dress accompanied with deep red laced flowers. "I don't know." My voice was quiet, and I felt Calum tense before letting me go, and my arms fell from his chest. Sniffling, I listened to the sound of Calum sigh and move to stand up. My heartbeat sped up as I looked up to see an emotionless expression on his face; his eyes no longer held that playful glint, his lips were not pressed in a firm line, but there was no smirk or smile, and his hands which used to be so warm now look cold and uninviting.

"It's getting late princess, I should take you back home." Princess? He never addressed you by your title. Nodding ever so slightly, you grabbed his hand and let him help you up, looking down so he wouldn't see the silent tear run down your face. The only thoughts running through your mind were: if only you were the eldest girl, then, you would love to be Calum's queen, and how you may have just lost the most important person in your life.