96 // PRIVATE CONVERSATION

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LANARobert can I talk to you for a minute?

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LANA
Robert can I talk to you for a minute?

ROBERT
Sure, what's up?

LANA
Remember that conversation we had a few weeks ago
About San Francisco

ROBERT
Yeah what about it?

LANA
I wasn't completely honest with you
It's been eating at me and I don't want to lie to you anymore

ROBERT
Don't scare me like that
What are you talking about?

LANA
You were wondering why we didn't stay in touch 4 years ago
I said I didn't know
But that was a lie

ROBERT
I'm so confused right now

LANA
So, remember how you stayed at the rehab centre for a total of 3 months
And I stayed much longer

ROBERT
Yeah, obviously

LANA
We had no contact after you left but when my stay was over and I came back to LA, you tried to reach out

ROBERT
Okay but why are you telling me stuff I already know?

LANA
Because the truth is I was actively avoiding you. That's why we didn't stay in touch

ROBERT
But why?

LANA
Because in my twisted newly-sober mind, you were a liability

ROBERT
A liability??

LANA
Robert you're an addict just like me
And I was terrified of relapsing so I wanted to stay away from anything that reminded me of my old life
And that included you

ROBERT
Okay wow
Sugarcoat it, why don't you

LANA
It didn't only apply to you by the way
I cut out every single person that related to my old lifestyle

ROBERT
Gee thanks
Makes me feel much better

LANA
You know it's not personal Robert
I didn't want to compromise my sobriety

ROBERT
You cut me out of your life because I'm an addict, sounds pretty personal to me
It amazes me how you don't find that the slightest bit ironic either

LANA
I'm sorry but I had JUST gotten sober and I was desperate to get custody of my son
You were way too unstable for me

ROBERT
Funny considering I've been sober three times longer than you have...

LANA
You had just gotten over a relapse Robert
What was I supposed to think?

ROBERT
Oh I don't know
MAYBE you could've given me the benefit of the doubt? Just like I did for you when you joined Marvel last year

LANA
I just wanted to be honest
Please don't be mad at me

ROBERT
You're making that very hard right now

LANA
I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to offend you 😞

ROBERT
You've insulted me 10 different ways and I'm supposed to not be offended?

LANA
It's a 4 year old lie Robert!

ROBERT
It's NOT a 4 year old lie
Because you'd do it all over again if it came down to it
You know what, you really are incredible
When I gave up the drugs years ago I promised myself never to associate with people who would hold my addiction against me
Of all the people on this fucking planet I didn't think you'd be the one to do it
But it all makes sense now
I guess you don't even realize it but somewhere in the back of your mind, you are still holding my addiction against me

LANA
Don't you dare put words in my mouth
That is NOT true

ROBERT
It is and you know it
That's why you've always kept a comfortable distance

LANA
A comfortable distance?? What the hell are you talking about? I spend every waking moment with you, I even introduced you to my son!

ROBERT
Yeah but it's never gonna be more than that, is it?
Come on, there's no need to hide behind our thumbs about what's really happening here
You know it and I know it
The whole fucking internet knows it

LANA
I really don't know what to tell you Robert

ROBERT
You know it's even more ironic considering how desperate you are to keep your alcoholism a secret
You've always been scared of people holding it against you
And yet that's exactly what you're doing to me
You really have a crooked way of thinking you know that?

LANA
I never intended for it come across like that
Robert you know I think the world of you

ROBERT
Whatever
I'm glad I know how you really feel now
Saves me from being an idiot much longer

LANA
No please wait
Let's just talk about this
I'm so sorry

ROBERT
Don't bother
It's perfectly clear Lana.

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