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Chapter Forty One | MeetingsXPrepare

Today I went to a salon for the first time in a long time.

I got a waxing too and beauty advice, I also bought a book on sex which seemed necessary at this point.

I made a heat of the moment decision to take a contraceptive pill that'd been in one of the baskets Tracy left for me at the honeymoon suite.

I tried breathing exercises and anti-stress yoga and then I tried sleeping off my worries but I was still scared as heck.

If tonight backfired on me I'd be losing my virginity to an audience of vampires and that wasn't ideal for me.

The trio had been checking up on me all day making sure I was still taking this risk tonight.

They were concerned about me but my worst nightmare tonight was ideal for them as long as I wasn't terrified and humiliated.

I realized among the crowd were two of my bosses and that made things even more awkward.

I wore a plaid white and black dress, a gray jacket over it, a necklace with the ace colors, gray leggings, and slip on sparkling silver shoes.

I curled my hair and I made sure not to add too much makeup because if push came to shove it'd probably smear tonight.

I took in another deep breath as I looked at myself in the mirror one more time as they prepared to lock up the house.

"Coming?" Antonio called to me.

"I vish," I heard Gilbert mumble and I heard one of the other two smack him.

"Yes," I called back.

I grabbed my purse, inside were three condoms, a few tissues, a dental dam, an anxiety pill, a pill that'd help me get in the mood if it came to that, and lots of lube because I know for a fact Antonio loves anal play most.

I walked quickly down the stairs to meet them by the front door which had been replaced earlier that morning.

"Eager are we?" Antonio teased.

"Jittery more like it," I said nervously.

"Remember if zhe worst happens we're sorry and we did warn you," Francis said sadly.

I nodded, took a deep breath and sped walked to the car.

I sat in the back seat and fiddled with my hands, I wiped the nervous sweat off my forehead and Gilbert felt my head burning up with anxiety.

Francis didn't put his keys in the ignition right away instead the three turned to me seriously.

"This is your last chance to back out," Francis warned, "we could go upstairs right now and do this is a more romantic and fun way, you could avoid the stress to come."

I nodded and Gilbert held my hand.

"Please Frau, ve're vorried and don't vant to have to do vhis if you aren't one hundred percent okay vith it," he expressed his worries, "Ve can go back inside, take off our clothes and have fun just us four," He advised.

"Do we really need to take off our clothes?" I shivered.

"It will help the foreplay, if you skip foreplay it'll probably be really painful," Antonio warned.

I nodded, worried.

"I'm taking the risk, let's go or well be late," I said determinedly.

Francis started up the car and slowly back out of the driveway.

I felt like I couldn't catch my breath, the anxiety and unknown were killing me.

"What's your advice tonight?" I asked.