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Chapter Fourteen | SurpriseXTease

The last thing most people expected to wake up to was their friend passed out in dirt, blue from the cold but I gave them a hell of a scare when that's what happened.

I didn't wake up completely until I heard a woman on tv scream like bloody murder and bolted up.

They jumped in surprise and I sunk back into the couch slowly. I was covered in heating pads and giant blankets as they tried to warm me up.

They looked and felt guilty I'd been driven outside last night.

I threw off a few of the blankets making me sweat and tried to fall back asleep because that was much easier to deal with then three guilt tripped playboys.

On tv was the show Scream. I remembered this coming out in my teens and now I just feel old on top of everything else.

I heard the clicking of the caps on my pill bottles being taken off and bolted up again.

"Hey wait you don't have to-"

"Mood suppressants." I heard Gilbert read.

"Why would anyone suppress their mood?"

"Because I get really feisty that's why," I said, my tone already an indicator it was true.

Gilbert tried to bring back what he thought I'd need but he was mostly wrong.

"No, I need one mood suppressant, one attention pill, one anxiety pill, an iron supplement, a cardio pill and a sedation pill since I'll be inside today it seems."

"Sedation?" Francis questioned.

"Energy is crazy when you have too much of it man," Was all I have as an explanation.

"Do I really need to talk about my disorders are can we leave it at I need these meds and I'm not a crazy person?" I asked hopefully and he nodded without sighing but the tension in his posture eased.

"So..." Gilbert began casually "Why the fuck did you go outside at two AM and fall asleep on the cold ground while planting carrots and what the fuck, that's not something I thought if ever need to shout about?" He ranted.

I nodded, blank stare as I downed the pulled all at once.

"I'm tired, I didn't get my pills last night so today will be hell for me." I moaned.

"Do you need those too?" Antonio asked already on his way to fetch cereal.

"Yes please, don't be concerned when I freak out later on."

"Vhy vould you freak out?"

"Panic attacks, that's what the pills are for. It used to be about trivial things but after more real-world experience it's involved a bit of trauma and reliving it so don't be worried."

"How is that not worrying?" Gil asked taking both my hands in his.

I yanked my hands back to snuggle under the covers and grumbled when I had to immediately sit back up for the other pills.

I remember sitting on my room floor crying about needing to take one, asking when I'd have to stop. That was more than twelve years ago, guess I got used to it.

Francis got up to push the couches and seats together to form one giant comfy pit again and I growled as they moved me closer to the center so they could be on either side.

I couldn't handle Gilbert's soft, warm breaths in the crook of my neck without remembering yesterday.

Francis had his arms wrapped around me and I remembered when he yelled so angrily the day prior.