You can never can tell where life takes you. All you have to do is to go with the flow. You can never restrain someones emotion too. If you got hurt you can do bad things unconsciously. Without further thinking what it might cause someone.That may be Sabrina's reason. She got hurt without my knowledge. And in return she inflicted the deepest pain i can get. The pain of losing a child and seeing my wife suffer.
I know I've been a jerk before but I wasn't mindful enough that this might be the aftermath of everything i did. Karma really is a bitch just like what girl's usually say. I played with womens but life played me. Funny but real.
I couldn't endure the pain. This disheartening situation makes me crippled. Fuck! Please not my wife. I could instantly exchanged position with her but how can i?
I loose control the moment i saw her. Her weak body lying on the hospital bed is making me so damn numb.
Gusto kong alisin lahat ng tubo at makina na nakakabit sa katawan niya. Gusto ko siyang hagkan at yakapin. Gusto kong haplusin ang pisngi niya na dating mamula mula pero ngayon ay namumutla na. Gusto kong gawin lahat ng naiisip ko pero hindi maari. Hindi pwede!
Naramdaman ko ang pagpigil sa akin ni Dad na pumasok sa kwartong iyon. Nanginginig pa ang kalamnan ko.
The sight in front of me is breaking not only my heart but my soul and burning it to ashes.
" Vin, anak you should also take rest. Your wife is strong she can survive on her own." may pag susumamo na ani dad.
But his words hit my nerve. " she can survive on her own? Do you imagine the pain that she'd felt and she's still feeling right now dad? " sabi ko na may halong sarkasmo. " this is all my doings. This is all my fault. "
" Son, this is no one's fault. Always remember that." pangungumbinsi nang tatay ko.
" yes bro. Hindi mo ito kasalanan. " sagot nang boses sa likuran ko.
Sabay kaming tumingin ni daddy sa likuran at laking gulat ko nang makita si Dustin na paika-ikang maglakad patungo sa amin.
Puno nang benda ang katawan niya, nakasuot pa siya nang hospital gown habang hila-hila ang lalagyan nang swero niya.
" sir, hindi pa po kayo pwedeng umalis sa ICU. Mapapagalitan po ako sainyo sir." sita sakanya nang isang babaeng nurse na hawak hawak ang braso niya pero parang walang narinig ang pinsan ko na lumapit sa kinatatayuan namin.
" the moment I've heard about Samantha ay nagpumilit akong puntahan siya. I was awake last night nang mag-usap si tita at mommy sa kwarto ko. But then machines are connected to my body kaya wala akong nagawa. Hinintay kong alisin nila ito bago ako tumakas sa kwarto. " paliwanag niya nang walang umimik sa amin ni dad.
" you're a stubborn kid, Dustin. " my dad said.
" i know, tito. " sabi pa nito nang ngumiti nang pilit.
" bro, I'm sorry about everything. I'm sorry about chenny, and I'm sorry for dragging Samantha into this mess. I'm the one to blame. If i didn't brought her there then this wouldn't happen. I should be the one to suffer not her. If i only could exchange position with her i wouldn't think twice. " maluha luhang sabi niya.
I know how sorry he was. And I'm also grateful that he saved my daughter.
" like what you've said. It's no ones fault, bro. " i assured him then tap his shoulder. Pero imbes na mangiti ay napangiwi siya.
" aww. That hurts. "
" ohh. Sorry. " at saka siya ngumiti.
" how's Zania by the way?"
BINABASA MO ANG
✔️Arranged Marriage (COMPLETED)
RomanceVincent Louie Sebastian : a play boy hottie Scarlet Samantha Lucas : a drop dead gorgeous old fashioned girl .