~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Leto~
"You know what I'd love to do to you? You've said it enough times now, so you ought to know."
"Fuck you!"
"Yes! That's the one! Good job Leto."
"Leave me alone, I don't want to see you, I don't want you turning up by my car at college, I don't want you lingering around where you know I hang out and I don't want to ever hear your voice in my head again. Goodbye Turner."
"As you wish."
~
No words.
I have no words.
He's cold to me again and this time I can't handle it, I told him that I never wanted to see him or hear him in my head ever again...but I was trying to fool myself wasn't I?
Of course I want to see him again, but then there's that little niggle at the back of my mind that tells me that I am better off without him and that I am indeed managing to function without him.
When I told him to go away, I did something unthinkable...I managed to sever our mind connection and in the time that I did it I was hoping that I had destroyed our connection forever.
I felt the pressure in my chest and in my throat as I was sitting on my bed, I gathered it all together and let out the most agonising scream I have ever created as I all the memories of him were pouring through every crevice of my mind.
I screamed and pushed it all out as much as I could, once it was over I collapsed backwards onto my back on my bed and closed my eyes.
The next time I opened them I realised I must have been so exhausted that I had managed to sleep for three days, I got up and my bones had an ache to them that were vaguely familiar but ignored them to get ready for college.
I survived about a week before my body gave out and I collapsed on the floor of my bathroom, I woke a few hours later to my Mae hovering over me like she really cares about me.
She insisted that I go to that hospital I went to when I was in a coma so that Dr. Todd could do some tests on me to see what is going on, knowing full what was wrong I managed to push her off and tell her that I'm fine.
Another week had passed and I hadn't noticed, my heart would go mad every time I saw someone who resembles him but I would dismiss it completely as I thought that he would have the right mind to respect my decision of me not wanting to see him.
Tal and the others knew something was up but wouldn't mention it, they all tried their best to cheer me up and try to make me laugh but they couldn't.
I know now that I am a fool, how could I ever think that I could exist without him? Everywhere I go everything would remind me of him and because of that I am left wanting him even more.
