~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Enzo~
It's been about three months since Freds found me in the woods and bought me back to everyone, he's been better than he has ever been with me.
At first I thought it may have been pity but then in the end it just felt normal, I have begun to feel more like myself and have been trying my best to be happy- but my heart won't forget.
Sigh.
She has been keeping her distance from me, every time one of us would enter a room the other would leave, I know it hasn't exactly been healthy but it is something I have to do for me to be able to live.
Freddie and Leto seem to be closer these days but they also seem to have a sort of sadness hovering around them, like they are waiting for something to happen. Leto and Cairo are the only ones apart from myself that remember what happened when Leto died the first time, but only Cairo and I saw how Freddie was after that, I know how frustrated he gets for not being able to remember.
It pains me to see it.
We all know that Clementine is going to demand an audience with all of us in Edom soon enough, knowing her she'll never give my brother up, she'll even go to the lengths of killing Leto again to get what she wants, but this time she won't get what she wants because no one is going alone.
I have noticed that these past few months Jay has become more attentive with Cairo, he seems to be there instantly if he ever needs anything, not fussing over him but just being there like he is a part of him, like they have connected in more ways than one.
Seeing it only makes my heart ache.
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Waking up a few moments ago, turning over onto my back, reaching over to the bedside table I reach for my phone to see the time, flipping it open I see that I have two new messages.
Lorenzo...
I wish there was a better way to say this but there isn't, these past few months have been hell, I wish we could talk instead of just walk away as soon as we see each other.
It's me again...Tallulah I don't know why I keep messaging you but every time I pick up my phone I am instantly just doing it, the next time we see each other let's at least say hello, we can't keep avoiding and ignoring each other forever.
Flipping my phone shut and letting it drop to my chest, I cover my face with my hands and let out a loud frustrated noise, wishing that she would just leave me alone, why does she insist on keep sending me these meaningless texts?
No matter how hard I try to ignore her and try to pretend that she doesn't exist by trying to not think about her, the more harder it is for me to exist, to even think about other things makes me feel guilty.
