~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Continuation~
~Jay~
What?
I am a what?
He's done what to me?
'...Dhampir, a half vampire.'
I look back up at him with my mouth hanging open, he just gazes back at me awaiting for me to say something- anything.
My mouth goes dry as I turn away from him, no longer feeling afraid of him being so near, I clear my throat awkwardly loud as I start to move away from him.
He goes to reach out his hand to me, but I immediately dodge his advances, feeling like I've been violated in the most worst way ever, my body begins to shake as I move over to the other side of the bed, wrapping my arms around my shaking body, nausea rising up in the back of my throat.
"Jay, please don't do that."
I don't look at him as my body still shakes, my skin prickles as I start to feel something strange come over me, my throat itches and aches as I grip the bed sheet, I let out a strangled cry as my stomach begins to churn.
"What did you fucking do to me Cairo?"
My eyes finally meet his.
"It hurts, it hurts all over, why did you do this to me?"
He just looks over at me, not speaking.
His face shows me that he is hurting too, his eyes turn soft as I watch him slowly moving over to me, he stops midway as his eyes roam over me.
"I'm so sorry love, I couldn't let you die, I couldn't let you go, I hurt you which in return hurt me, you are my companion, my mate, my entire meaning to live. But because I have lived for so long, I am afraid that the beastly side of me is taking over more and more and threatening to take away what makes me me. I hate that I hurt you, I can't even kiss you without fantasising about tearing your throat open, I'm sorry things are this way and I'm sorry that I got you meddled up in my messed up world."
As he speaks, my heart warms to him, I feel myself starting to feel a smile trying to form on my lips, I don't know why but his words are starting to make me want to hold onto him forever and never let go.
Surprising myself, I move towards him and wrap my arms around his neck, pressing my face into it, breathing his hypnotising scent into my nostrils, feeling warm inside.
For a few moments neither of us speak as I close my eyes still with my face buried in his neck, I hold onto him like my life depends on it, I feel him staying as still as possible.
"Does- does this mean you don't hate me?"
He stutters a little as I feel him shaking beneath me, his hands are hesitant to touch me.
