~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Jay~
Am I the only one who is fucking worried about him? I keep getting into arguments with Tal while Leto stays silent and Manon just sits around looking useless.
Then Freddie's brother turned up and didn't know what to do with this shitty situation, he then decided to leave us in the kitchen, not long after that Freddie turns up in the doorway just watching us.
While I was in the middle of having yet another argument with Tal, Leto's voice cut through all the noise and we all went silent, he and Freddie then started arguing.
Tal then decided that it would be better if we left them to it, so the three of us left the kitchen, Manon and Tal going into the living room and I have thrown myself down onto Cairo's bed, missing him more than anything.
I close my eyes as I bury my face into his pillow and inhale his scent, my heart begins to ache as every part of my being seems to miss him and I can't bare it.
Where the fuck is he?
Turning over onto my back, I look up at the ceiling and see that there is artwork on it, did he paint that? Fuck, there is still so much I need to know about him, there is so much that he needs from me and I know now that whatever he asks, I will give it to him.
What am I feeling?
Love?
I don't know.
But fuck, there sure is a lot of feeling going on inside me, I just know that no matter what happens I couldn't bare to carry on my worthless life without him in it and I don't know what that exactly means.
As I'm aching and agonising over him, on the bedside table beside me, my phone vibrates, I pick it up and flip it open to see a text, I open it to see that he has finally contacted me.
Love, my Jay...
I can't imagine how you must be feeling right now, I know I messed up by leaving you the way I did, leaving you to die and all alone. I have received your messages and I am incredibly sorry to have put you under such stress and worry, I'm sorry I scared you and I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I am bipolar. Life for me being the monster that I am and being bipolar has not been exactly easy, it seems that even my vampirism couldn't cure the problem with my brain, and for that I am sorry I am not perfect. I am sitting where you first saw me for what I am, not really knowing what I am doing here, I feel so hollow inside and so unstable. I know now that I could never be happy, not happy to the extent that I wouldn't have to worry about something happening to the one that I love, I know that I am truly alone and I'm sorry for disappointing you.
Cairo.
Something inside of me makes me move instantly off of the bed, I find my jeans on the floor as I slide my phone into the front pocket and I quickly pull them on, finding my converse by the door I also quickly pull them on and lace them up, I then throw on Cairo's hoodie and I am walking through the bunker.
