Chapter 103: Patefacio Sursum.

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~Leto~

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~Leto~

"First of all we need to make sure that you can take flight without pain."

Standing a top of some business building rooftop not far from their condo, Lorna and Mercury on either side of me, both looking towards me, waiting for some sort of answer.

Shifting on my feet, I bite my lip as I look out across the buildings in front of us, watching how the sun shines just above them, the sun being the only thing left in the sky to see.

"So no Jeremiah, huh?"

Letting out a laugh, Lorna turns to me.

"He'll be here later."

Nodding my head, her hand grips my arm, meeting her eyes I see her smile at me, almost telling me that everything will be ok even when my heart is breaking.

I miss Freddie.

No its more than that, it is something that goes beyond the point of no return, something that runs so deep inside of myself that I cannot dig out, even if I wanted to.

Every part of my being aches, wanting to go to him so badly, but how can I be with him when I haven't even learnt to accept myself? It's simple, I can't.

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With closed lids, I will myself to get focused, focus all my energy on the pain in my back, right in the folds in my skin that feel as if they have to rip right through me for my wings to come through.

In my mind I feel both Lorna and Mercury pushing all of their power into me, both speaking in different languages, one in one I understand and the other I don't, if it wasn't for Lorna's hand holding onto my arm, I am sure I would fall.

Lightmir...
Lightmir...

Look inside of yourself
Vultus intra te ipsum

Feel it
Sentiunt

Know it
Scire

Take it
Accipite illum

Wield it
Adiuvet domini rogum

Take a hold of it
Accipe illam

Hold it in your hands
Manibus tenere

Let it lay with you
Non cognovit eam

Like a lover in the night
Noctem quasi moechus

Let it become a part of you
HOC EST pars vestrum

Accept it
Suscipe eam

Learn
Disce

Accept
Suscipe

Love it
Amant eam

Surrender to the pain
In deditionem dolore

Open up
Patefacio sursum

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