~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Leto~
"First of all we need to make sure that you can take flight without pain."
Standing a top of some business building rooftop not far from their condo, Lorna and Mercury on either side of me, both looking towards me, waiting for some sort of answer.
Shifting on my feet, I bite my lip as I look out across the buildings in front of us, watching how the sun shines just above them, the sun being the only thing left in the sky to see.
"So no Jeremiah, huh?"
Letting out a laugh, Lorna turns to me.
"He'll be here later."
Nodding my head, her hand grips my arm, meeting her eyes I see her smile at me, almost telling me that everything will be ok even when my heart is breaking.
I miss Freddie.
No its more than that, it is something that goes beyond the point of no return, something that runs so deep inside of myself that I cannot dig out, even if I wanted to.
Every part of my being aches, wanting to go to him so badly, but how can I be with him when I haven't even learnt to accept myself? It's simple, I can't.
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With closed lids, I will myself to get focused, focus all my energy on the pain in my back, right in the folds in my skin that feel as if they have to rip right through me for my wings to come through.
In my mind I feel both Lorna and Mercury pushing all of their power into me, both speaking in different languages, one in one I understand and the other I don't, if it wasn't for Lorna's hand holding onto my arm, I am sure I would fall.