~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Cairo~
I don't know where to start.
Seeing my best friend practically passed out on a chair next to his boyfriend actually passed out in his bed, with Jay leaning against me and all I can think of is getting my mundane away from everything that could hurt him.
I feel like I'm going crazy with worry, I don't know what is going on with me right now but I wish it would stop, this feeling is so incredibly intense and way more powerful than anything I have ever felt before.
I'm insane.
Looking down at him as he leans the back of his head against me, I can't help but place my hands on his shoulders, closing my eyes and feeling like I'm falling apart inside and there is nothing I can do.
He sobs as he speaks.
"W-why won't he wake up Cairo?"
I sigh as I move one of my hands and stroke his cheek, trying not to feel what he is feeling.
"I guess he is not ready yet my love, we have just got be patient and wait it out."
He makes a gasping noise and looking down at him, he is trying his hardest to keep his emotions in control and something so strong inside of me feels like I need to hold him.
"Let's go to my room, ok?"
Enzo then speaks from across the room.
"I think that is best at this point, Freds is so exhausted he isn't even awake right now. Don't worry I'm not going anywhere, go take care of your mundane."
Nodding my head, I gently pull Jay up by taking his hand in my own, he looks up at me with eyes so full of hurt, I can't help but want to take it all away.
"No-no, I won't leave him."
"Jay please, let me take care of you."
He tries to push me away.
"Stop touching me! You are always trying to touch me, I don't like to be touched."
I bite my lip.
"Please."
For long several minutes he is staring right up at me with tear stained cheeks, his lip quivering and his body a shaking mess. Seeing him in such a state is doing terrible things to my insides, my heart doesn't beat so why do I have a flutter in my chest?
Not saying a word, he leans forward and rests his cheek against my chest, my skin tingles to have him so close to me, my throat constricts as I feel like every part of my body is on high alert.
His tears leak through my shirt.
"C-Cairo...make it go away, make it go away."
Nodding my head, I wrap my arm around his waist and guide him out of Freddie's bedroom. Having him almost leaning his whole body against me makes me feel like he is already mine, my cheeks redden at the thought of claiming him as my own and the look he'd give me if I tried.
