~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Enzo~
Feeling everything at once isn't so good.
It isn't that nice either.
Watching my brother fall apart like that at seeing his lover so distraught, my insides did something strange, my stomach filled with knots, Tal at my side stood frozen, not being able to do anything.
I stood there watching it all happen, it all taking me back to that day I abandoned my little brother for almost a century when I knew he needed me more than ever.
Bringing me back to that day has made me become distant from the others, as soon as we arrived home back at the bunker I immediately excused myself to my room.
Seeing what we saw that day had bought up 'feelings' that I wish hadn't surfaced, I almost portaled myself out of there as soon as I saw the body, but somehow Tal's vibrating energy kept me rooted to the spot.
I don't know why when she asked me to create one of my portals to get us out of there, nothing stopped me from stepping forward without question and get us all out of there.
I can't help myself.
My heart yearns for her.
It's as if whatever she asks of me I'll do it no matter what it is, I don't seem to have any control of anything, it's like she has taken a hold of my soul and to be honest she can keep it, even if she doesn't want it.
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Laying down on my bed letting out a sigh, I push the backs of my hands into my closed lids, something inside of me makes me want to scream.
The smell is too much, it is making me want to go out there and make Leto get rid of it, bury her or something, anything would be better than to let her rot away in his bed like that.
Fuck.
In my pocket my phone vibrates, opening my eyes and pulling it out, I flip it open to see that I have a new text message, letting out a sigh I open it and then almost choke on my own saliva.
Hey... I am sitting on one of the stools in the kitchen, everyone is so distant, I want to go speak to Leto but he locked himself in that room with her body for three fucking days and only after that he finally let Freddie back into his world. I feel so alone Enzo. He's my fucking best friend and I am meant to protect him, I was sent to him to protect him, my second life was solely to be by his side and never leave. I failed him. Can you come here? Please, I need some Enzo energy over here.
Oh god.
Oh my fucking god.
What the actual fuck is she?
What can she mean that she was sent to him in her second life to protect him? What is going on...