A Leaf In The Stream Of Creation (His Angel Boy)

Chapter 105: In Need.

~2 weeks later~
~Leto~

The weeks went by in a blur.

If I wasn't perfecting my awesome curve fly by, I was learning how to control myself by letting Lorna tie me to a chair, not letting me go no matter what I said, watching me go completely out of control, only for her to reach into my mind and coach me to tap into my most deepest senses and figure out how to make myself strong enough to break the ropes without even trying.

All with my mind.

I haven't even had a chance to spare a thought to my love, thinking about it now only makes me feel guilty all the more, thinking about how he must be feeling, how alone he must be, how he is living without me.

It's not that I think I'm this big hot shot that thinks he's nothing without me, it's just the look in his eyes when I last saw him...it moved me.

With the way he makes me feel and the way he held me in those hours after Manon's funeral, how he made me so secure in his strong arms, his heart so close to my own and I being the idiot I am went and left him.

I hope he understands why I had to go, I hope he is coping and that his bothers are looking after him and Jay isn't being too much of a pest.

I felt him trying to connect to me about a week ago through the devil mark he gave me, I felt him calling to me, calling me back to him, I was at that very moment flying and I let myself be partially distracted by the feeling of him, on which I had missed.

I had almost fallen from the sky only for my wings to pull me up making me give up a huge shriek, his voice in my head sounded like he was right next to me, Mercury beside me had grabbed a hold of my shoulder with a frown on his face.

I had closed my mind off to Freddie but he had still managed to find a way to get through, of course he had...he is my soul mate, he will always find a way to get to me.

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Being rudely awoken by a mobile phone being shoved in my face, I sit up abruptly from my afternoon nap on the sofa to Lorna standing above me with my phone being handed to me.

"Leto, answer your phone before I lose it and throw it over the balcony."

Frowning up at her, rubbing my eyes with the back of my hands, none of what she just said seems to register, letting out a sigh before me, she reaches down and grabs my hand, shoving my still ringing phone in my hand, then walking away to a different room in a huff.

Finding her little shrop amusing, I look down at the window that displays who is calling to see that it is Jay, flipping it open I hold it up to my ear.

"Hey man, how's it going?"

The line seems to go silent.

"Jay?"