~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Jay~
"All along it was a fever A cold sweat, hot headed believer I threw my hands in the air, said, "Show me something" He said, "If you dare, come a little closer"
Round and around and around and around we go Oh, now tell me now, tell me now, tell me now you know
Not really sure how to feel about it Something in the way you move Makes me feel like I can't live without you It takes me all the way I want you to stay
It's not much of a life you're living It's not just something you take, it's given
Round and around and around and around we go Oh, now tell me now, tell me now, tell me now you know
Not really sure how to feel about it Something in the way you move Makes me feel like I can't live without you It takes me all the way And I want you to stay
Ooh, the reason I hold on Ooh, 'cause I need this hole gone Well, funny you're the broken one But I'm the only one who needed saving 'Cause when you never see the light It's hard to know which one of us is caving
Not really sure how to feel about it Something in the way you move Makes me feel like I can't live without you It takes me all the way I want you to stay Stay I want you to stay Ooh"
- 'stay' song by Rihanna ft Mikky Ekko
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Three days ago he left.
I can't believe he would leave like that right after her funeral, he didn't even give the rest of us a glance to say goodbye, maybe it was too hard for him but I don't care, he said that we are more than brothers and then he leaves without a word.
I don't understand.
Waking up with the smell of smoke still on my body, I sit up in my bed to find the other side empty, a sadness takes over me as I realise that sometime during the night Cairo left our room, and once again I don't know where he is.
Perhaps he is beside Freddie, seeing as when Leto flew away he had crumbled into himself, it being strange that he has somehow fallen into a coma, all I know is that the two of them are connected more than I could ever imagine or understand.
Letting out a sigh, I push myself to the edge of the bed, dangling my legs over the edge, hearing voices everywhere, knowing that the people who matter to me are in the bunker, also knowing that I could never feel more alone than I do right now.