~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Leto~
There is almost no more light.
The darkness inside of me is slowly taking over the light and I don't know if I have the strength to stop it.
Taking so much pain into myself I knew that at one point the pain would melt into the pain already inside of myself and become one with it, I just didn't know when or exactly who's pain it would be.
Fuck.
I need an outlet.
Opening my eyes and seeing the kitchen ceiling above me, I know immediately that I am still in the kitchen, sounds of muffled voices surround me, my head in a lap it has not been in since I was a kid.
'Leto?'
Turning my eyes in the direction of the voice, the movement of just my eyes hurt as I struggle to concentrate on the blurry speaking image.
"Ugh..."
That one sound alone is the only sound that I can muster, my eyes growing heavy as if lead had been laid upon them, my body aching in every spot you could ever think of.
Blinking a few times the person looking down at me still won't focus, then my ears make the sound like when your ears pop after coming out of water, they are all talking to each other, the one above me holding me in his arms.
"Fuck Leto...don't you ever do that again, ok? I could have handled the pain, I didn't need you to take it away and almost kill yourself, you are far more important than my pain."
Swallowing my dry throat, my vision slowly clears to reveal Jay's worried expression above me, his eyes are full of tears as he tries to compose himself.
"JJ...J...Jay..."
As soon as I manage to form his name rather poorly, he meets my eyes, immediate relief on his face as he slowly smiles at me, his hand coming down to stroke my hair off of my face.
"You are an idiot."
I manage to let out a dry chuckle as I look up at my best friend, words still not being able to come out, my eyes immediately then searching for Freddie, as if he knows what I am thinking he nods his head and smiles.
"Don't worry he's just sat next to me, aye Freddie...look after your boy, I don't know how many fucking times I have told you to do that, I won't be asking you again."
Letting out another dry chuckle, Freddie's worried and slightly annoyed face comes into view, as I lock eyes with him his worry instantly disappears.
His hand comes down to stroke against my cheek, feeling his tenderness in his movements, I can't help but smile at him.
"He wouldn't let me hold you, he said that he felt responsible for your collapse...which is completely true."
Jay elbows him in the ribs but he just chuckles as he rubs his side, slowly I am able to sit up, realising my head was resting on Jay's small lap in the chair I was originally sitting on- it's a wonder my head fit on him.
