~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Enzo~
~Underworld Edom~
It is so hot.
I have never spent as much time as I have in Edom as I have this past week, sending my brother away with his murderer, no comfort, no light, sat locked up in a dark and skin boiling cell, feeling her presence but not being able to get out and find her.
But she's dead, you saw it happen yourself.
My mind keeps telling me that but I refuse to think someone as strong and as powerful as her can be killed with a spear, I know she is here somewhere, that is why I have refused to leave this hot oven, why I have refused to stop asking Clementine where she has her, eventually she grew tired of my consistent pestering and locked me up.
I am going mad.
I still feel her and yet I saw her die, I saw her body turn back into the soil, the earth taking over her and returning her back to nature, so how could she still be alive? I don't know what keeps driving me on and on, not letting me give up on her, my heart feels strong and knows that my other half is still in the presence of the living.
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Opening my eyes to a dark and skin sizzling, full of filth cell, no bed just the dirt of the ground as my only comfort, no food and not even a drop of water, the sounds of the dead souls that linger this place are the only ones who have tried to understand my situation, they speak to me when my body tells me it is time to rest- as there is no sense of night or day in Edom.
They come in various waves, murmurs of voices long silenced, some clear as if they were a living person sitting right next me, a few kind and willing to help but most cruel and even try to trick me by taking on the voices of the ones I have lost.
Looking up through the hole in the ceiling of my cell I see the dark black and red swirls of the sky, sighing I can't help but think of my Lula...she is all I can think about, my heart is so full of love, I know I can never love again and if I don't get to find out what truly happened to her I know I will be in eternal agony.
"Come back to me...come back..."
Hearing my own voice in my mind repeating what I said to her when I came to the realisation that she is the one I have loved for half of my life, the one I thought had died, the one who has not been so far away from me for the past two years, the one who had been given a second life next to the Lightmir, growing up and becoming a woman again.
This is all the Lightmir's fault.
I had accepted him as my brothers lover and as a friend but seeing my girl throwing herself in the line of fire, seeing how the spear pierced straight through her as she shielded Leto from getting hurt- she died for him, she had been living by his side all this time and protecting him and he just let her die like she meant nothing, like she wasn't his best friend.
