~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Leto~
What did I do?
Yesterday when Freddie asked me to go meet him outside the cafeteria at lunch I had fully intended to just find out what he had to tell me, instead I seemed to had lost what I had come there for.
As soon as I turned up at that door my stupid brain had to malfunction and show me some kind of memory or vision, I don't know what it was but it stopped me in my tracks.
As soon as it was over it was too late, Freddie had seen my eyes and that was something I never wanted anyone to see but this time I had no choice.
He pulled me and tried his hardest to get information out of me that I was not willing to give, he kept going and going at me while messing with my feelings and was forced to reveal the thing I have known for a while now.
I am gay.
It became abundantly clear to me the more I stayed with him yesterday, my mind was screaming at me to get out of there but the more I was in his presence and the close proximity of him, the more my heart softened for him.
I can't help it, I have always known that I've never been interested in girls before but the thought of liking guys never popped into my head either.
Until he came.
Fuck.
Why did he have to keep kissing and touching me? The more he did it the more I knew that I had no intention of going back to class, I stayed with him at the back of the cafeteria until it got dark, sat next to him just feeling the calm atmosphere that always came with his presence.
When I realised how dark it had become, I panicked as my senses came back to me and I pushed him away as he saw me getting up to leave, I grabbed my bag and didn't look back.
It is now 7am on Tuesday morning and I have to get up to go to college but I am still in bed, contemplating either to pull a sicky or brave the day and act like nothing happened yesterday?
Sighing as I turn over to lay on my back, my mind rushes at me with images of what happened yesterday.
What he did.
He turned me on and I won't deny that I was delighted by that, him rubbing his dick against my butt was an even more delight.
I was so fucking shameless to ask him not to stop his action, I felt so desperate and whore-like but I couldn't help wanting more.
I can't help thinking that he's playing with me and couldn't possibly actually want me, he's messing everything up and I wish my heart would quit how happy it feels right now.
7:30am.
Fuck, I better get up as I can't afford to miss anymore time off college after my weird experience of being in a coma for just over a month and missing my 18th birthday, it's weird that Tal and everyone haven't picked up on missing my 18th.
