~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Leto~
'Did it hurt? Maybe a little, But the anger dulled the pain.
Was I sad? For a second, But then I remembered who was to blame.
Did I look back? Just a little, But behind me there was rain.
Am I happy? I'll let you know, Once the sun comes out again.'
-'deception' by Rain Storm from poemhunter.com
~
"Where were you?"
A few moments ago, Jay and Cairo had come through the door soaked down to their underwear, seemingly from the rain- with no Tal in sight.
Apparently, she had left Jay all alone and has gone off somewhere else, my only worry being that she has too disappeared on us as well.
As I watch Cairo dry Jay's hair with his jacket, I bite my lip as I manage to sit up with the support of Freddie's body, biting my lip I feel as if my insides are deciding that they are no longer going to support me anymore, everything is on fire.
We were decieved.
Lee Jumpol.
The boy who I thought I could call a friend, someone who was so vulnerable to me, showed me kindness and respect, someone who I thought I could trust.
Anger boils up through my viens like hot lava, all mean and vengeful, surging through every light part of me, chasing away it all like its a game, like anger was always meant to reside inside of me.
As I already feel like a complete failure and idiot for not even being able to heal myself properly, I think anger is just about the right emotion to feel right now.
As if sensing my change in aura, Freddie pulls me tighter to his side on the sofa, letting me know he won't let me do something that I'll regret later on, somehow knowing what my intent is.
"Where were you when Tal didn't come out of the house, Jay?"
To distract myself from my murderous thoughts for the deceiver, I turn myself back to the situation at hand, trying to lay all my attention on that.
Jay is huddling into Cairo's side as they are still standing by the door, this place isn't exactly ideal to have five grown men to sit in, but I guess this seemingly abandoned building was the only place Enzo could get us to safely.
"I was standing outside of Manon's Mother's house waiting for her but she didn't come out, unless she came out a different door, then I didn't see her."
I sigh as I manage to summon the strength to sit up by myself- without the help of Freddie, I bury my face in my hands as I let out a longer sigh, now worrying about two of the people closest to me.
