A Leaf In The Stream Of Creation (His Angel Boy)

Chapter 129 part 2: Rites Of Passage.

~Freddie~

Waking up with Leto in my arms nearly two days ago was the best thing ever- I should have stayed there. Not long after he left the room to go to Jay, my brother had out of nowhere contacted me mentally, being both shocked and worried I sat myself back down on our bed, just letting his voice come through.

Freddie...I know we are no longer on speaking terms but I need you, I need you more than ever, I cannot do this alone.

Taking a deep breath I decide to hear him out.

What is going on?

I feel him mentally sigh, a sadness filling up my mind as I think of him.

You are not going to believe it.

I sigh, rolling my eyes.

Try me.

For a while he does not speak, then I feel him sigh through my mind.

Clementine...she has managed to save Tallulah's soul to bring her back to me, but she is not in her true form, nor is she currently conscious.
Clementine says she will do a ritual to bring her back to herself, that will wake her from her long sleep, but...

I feel irritated by the mention of that bitches name, her face right before she forced my memories back into my mind, the way she thought she was 'helping'- could this possibly be the same kind of thing?

What's the but?

I feel his hesitation like he is actually in the room with me.

Clementine wants to see you one last time, I stayed here for a whole week because I would not believe that my Lula was gone, being in Edom so long I felt her everywhere...knowing that there was still a part of her left to save.

Clementine recognised my true feelings and actions of love, she remembered how it felt to fall for you, the agony of not being able to see you or be with you, she recognised the pain and out of that recognition she truly wants to help me.

No bullshit.

I only agreed for her to help me because of the agony of loss that had been eating me up, I said I do not want you to be involved or hurt, she had promised that she only wants you to portal here to pick the both of us up, when you do she only wants to glimpse you as you go.

Fucking hell.

This feels like a setup, I know my brother would do anything for the woman he loves, now that my memories are fully back I remember the two of them together...how in love they were, I didn't take any notice of what happened after Leto died in my arms, I was consumed by my grief.

But seeing Enzo literally broken and torn apart after Tallulah's body had been taken back to the earth, at the time I didn't understand his agony but then not long after Clementine gave me back my memories, the images and the feelings that came with them flooded my mind, I understood immediately.