~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Clementine~
~Underworld Edom~
'there is a place in the heart that will never be filled
a space
and even during the best moments and the greatest times
we will know it
we will know it more than ever
there is a place in the heart that will never be filled
and
we will wait and wait
in that space.'
-'no help for that' by Charles Bukowski from my personal copy of 'you get so alone at times...'
~
It had taken nearly half a year but my plan is finally showing signs of coming into action, to get what I truly want in my heart, I have to reign down the most disastrous havoc on the ones who are in the way.
I cannot under any circumstances have the future that was forseen to me to happen, I will not die without having him back by my side where he truly belongs, I do not want that Seers vision to come true.
'...moon will be halved, wind will howl, hounds will sing of your glory, flowers will falter and will no longer be of use, darkness will become light, no happiness will last, only then will your death be revealed...'
I had once wished that death would truly take me, bury itself deep into my nonexistent soul and claim me as its own forever, but along the way on this crazy train of my life, I have become death itself.
I know I am bitter but I can't help it, I can't let go, I can't carry on my worthless life without Pete at my side, I know it may be too late but I don't care, I will have him once again at my side no matter the cost.
I must.
~
"What took you so long?"
Sitting upon my throne, drumming the fingers of my skeletol hand against the armrest, letting out frustrated sighs as I wait for the werewolf before me to catch his breath.
He is bent over himself with his hands braced on my his legs, letting out little gasps, evidentally rather unfit.
"My Queen, I am sorry to have left you waiting, it won't happen again."
