~ HIS ANGEL BOY SERIES, BOOK 1 ✔ ~
"Don't try to fool yourself into thinking you didn't feel anything, Leto."
"I don't have to fool myself as I don't feel anything for you."
"Don't lie, don't make me do something I might regret."
"I doubt a creature...
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~Freddie~
I am in the living room of my bunker sitting on the sofa in utter confusion and worry, while Cairo is sitting across from me reading a book. I still don't understand what has happened, why it feels so different in my head, why Leto still isn't home after hours of his leaving.
Fuck.
"...claim yourself in hope, in love, in fury and gratitude...don't let yourself be ruled by others, Freddie.."
This one part of what he said keeps reverberating around and around in my head and I can't seem to grasp what he is trying to tell me, did he get claimed or did he simply claim himself?
Is that even possible?
I might as well pull my own hair out for all my knowledge that I have on a angels claiming- well a Lightmir's claiming, I am guessing seeing as he isn't a 'normal' angel it wouldn't exactly pan out the same.
I know that he was practically terrified of turning dark- even if he wouldn't admit it himself at the time but I knew that he was deep down inside, I know that maybe there is a small part of him that is dark but he isn't completely dark.
Fucking hell, I wish he would come home.
Where is he and how is he?
I never thought I could care this much about someone, but Leto is different, Leto makes everything better. I may sound corny but he makes me feel like I can be a better person, like no matter what happens now nothing could ever go wrong.
I sigh louder than needed as I throw myself back against the cushions of the sofa, closing my eyes and folding my hands over my chest as I think about where he could be right now.
"If you keep sighing like that, I'm going to throw my book at you and I love this book."
At hearing Ro say that I can't help but let out an uncontrolled snort, he looks up at me from his book as he hears it and laughs too, we then both burst into loud laughter, not really knowing why we are laughing anymore.
"How long has it been since we laughed like this?"
He asks after waiting for me for catch my breath, he has somehow managed to fall onto the floor and is now laying on his back looking up at me upside down.
"Too long."
"Do you ever think back about things when they were a lot more simpler?"
"Like what?"
"Like before we fell in love."
"Oho, so you are saying you are in love with Jay?"
He moves faster than the speed of light and is pacing backwards and forwards in front of me and I can't help that I am rather amused by his reaction.