He Is My Man

HIMM 33

Update schedule has change due to my work scheduling I'm sorry! So when I update it means it's my rest day of work. I'll update two chapters for you who waited too long! Sorry ulit, huhu.

Enjoy!

From Mushie:

How are you?

To Mushie:

I'm getting fine. Mom told me na mas mahigpit na ang security dito sa village after the incident, malaking tulong iyon para mas maging panatag ako.

From Mushie:

Thank Jesus. Mas magiging panatag na rin ako kung gano'n.

To Mushie:

Dumating na pala si Jannessa and Gabriel galing sa kanya-kanya nilang bakasyon. They visited me here without me knowing. Na-shookt tuloy ang lola mo. Lol. They made the situation much better :D

From Mushie:

Hahaha! That's good to know! :D Labas tayo minsan!

To Mushie:

Sige ba. Treat ko kayo kapag nakuha ko na sahod ko :D

From Mushie:

Yun oh! :D

Ni-replyan ko siya.

xD I'll go to sleep na. Good night, Steaven! Have a sleep tight! I love you!

Syempre, hindi iyon ang sinend ko. Binura ko 'yung I love you.

To Mushie:

xD I'll go to sleep na. Good night, Steaven! Have a sleep tight. Thank you!!!

From Mushie:

Good night! ^_^ Mwah! :8 XOXO

Mabuti na lang at sanay na ako sa mga ganitong text niya. Dati super big deal sa akin ng ganitong replies niya. Napangiti na lang ako at nakatulog din.

Nigel's POV

I looked at his eyes to his nose going down to his lips. I slowly draw my face near to him as I'm going to kiss him.

But he looked away. "I'm sorry." Ilang beses siyang umiling bago siya tumingin sa akin. "I just can't, I'm sorry, Nigel."

That was the last time I tried to kiss him. As days are passing by, my love for him grows stronger and stronger that's why my need for intimacy is getting greater.

But he's giving me a reason not to continue this relationship. Instead of receiving love from him, frustration instead. Hugs and holding each other's hands were not enough for three months of being together. I don't feel contented with him.

It's been one week since I showed him my newly opened restaurant and that was the last time I saw him. Naging busy na rin ako dahil doon kaya wala akong time makipagkita sa kanya kaya hanggang text lang kami.

Napabuntong-hininga na lang ako. Nawawalan na rin ako ng pag-asa para ipagpatuloy ito. Hindi ko rin nakikita na magtatagal kami kung ganito na lang siya lagi. Bibilang sa isang kamay ang mga taong nakakaalam ng relasyon namin mapahanggang ngayon.

Nakaka-frustrate talaga knowing na hindi ko rin kayang sabihin kina Mom and Daddy na nakikipagrelasyon ako sa kapwa ko lalaki. Yes, they do support me that I'm gay but they don't if I'm having a relationship with another man.