My Heart Hates Me

Chapter 64 Who Can Save Us?

As Kurosava got up, Lucus raised his hand while holding his Antabulam in it. "The reaper's pride-- Come forth my scythe!" He said but nothing happened. Fate looked at him with surprise. He looked at his Antabulam.

"Why isn't it working?" Lucus wasn't confused. Kurosava started laughing like a psychopath. He laughed for a minute continuously as everyone stared at him.
"That's right... I couldn't die. And how could I? Everything I wanted could not be mine and above that-- I even lost what I had! And you know who is responsible for that-- You! Ethan Evaganza! I was always more talented but I was never given what I deserved!

People were always unfair with me! Such people who cannot respect art and talent deserve no place in this world. They must be killed for better people to take their place. You were no better but my own sister betrayed me over you.

She broke her promise of giving me the company and threw me and Maria inside that old mansion. I still remember how much she used to cry because she was sick. You isolated her because she was sick and they didn't want you to catch her sickness. The real Kirito passed it to her and died. Only I took care of her, only I!

But she loved you so dearly, like her own child-- And look what you did. You killed her. You told her that she was burdening everyone and making people around her sick. You told her to never to come out of that mansion again. She couldn't bear that, she got into depression and she committed suicide.

She left me all alone in this world to face heartless monsters like you! You-- Ethan Evaganza-- killed me and my wife! I took her dead body with these hands and plastered it into a sculpture to keep her close to me.

But it didn't work! I was still so lonely. Nobody would come to me. I tried to kill you-- I pushed you down that lake. Yes, I did that! But you didn't die. No matter what I did-- I couldn't kill you.

I grew so desperate to hurt you that I began killing people around you. I killed Erika! But you are such a heartless jerk-- You don't care! You don't care who comes and goes in your life. You don't treasure people. You aren't grateful.

All you know is to find out flaws in people and look down on them-- Yes! That's all you know. And in the end, look where someone like you is... You are still loved. People like you are loved no matter what they do, while people like me, I've just become the bad guy now."

Kurosava fell on his knees and began crying "I want to give this pain to you, even if it's for a moment, I want you to realise how much it hurts." Ethan stared at him.

"Uncle, don't cry." He said.
"That's why'" He smirked "You must die!" Kurosava shouted as the black shadow appeared beneath Ethan's legs and wrapped around them-- making him unable to move. He ran towards Ethan and grabbed his neck "I will only die with you!" Kurosava shouted as Ethan glared at him.

Lucus wacked Kurosava's head with the Antabulam. It was a strong enough hit to wobble his head and loosen his grip around Ethan's neck. Lucus then turned the Antabulam parallel to his shoulders and struck him on his neck.

He broke his neck and went straight on the glass railings, making a massive impact on it and landing on broken pieces of glass.
"... Lucus is pretty strong" Vivian said. "Nah! That's nothing. He isn't even using his scythe. I can't believe it. His scythe refused him... For the first time, a scythe refused their reaper. He has grown rusty." Fate said.

Kurosava got up from the pile of glass pieces and Lucus hit the Antabulam on his face. He fell on the ground again and Lucus stepped on his face with his black boots "That's quite enough. You're coming with me to the white retrieval stairs now." Lucus said.

"I'm not going anywhere," Kurosava said and Lucus moved back. He got up. Half of his face had no flesh on it-- It was just bones. Vivian covered her mouth. Ethan looked at him in astonishment.