My name is Sarah, my whole life I've been overweight. I was usually the biggest girl, and when I wasn't people still sought me out to bully me because I would take it and take it. Once I made it to highschool I stopped taking it, I started fighting back. I started to hate people, I started to guard myself more, I used humor as a coping mechanism, I had vices to help with my self hate. Drugs, alcohol, sex, and self harm. My teen years...were not so great. High school was hell. It wasn't until after I graduated, and stopped hurting myself, and got sober that I started to like myself. Sure, I have some issues.. I'm still guarded, I'm a sarcastic smart ass, I use self deprecation as humor and relief, I'm still overweight, but I'm happier. I'm a better version of myself now, and I'm getting better. I won't lie and say I'm comfortable in my own skin, but now that I'm in my twenties I'm far more comfortable with myself than I ever was. I have depression as well as a few other mental illnesses, but I'm treated for them so my episodes are further apart. I have a pretty good handle on myself.. but every so often something happens and I feel like I get yanked right back to who I used to be. I've lost a lot of weight from my heaviest point, but I'm still 200 pounds..and not one of those 200 pound girls blessed with curves and a fat ass either that the media goes crazy over. No. I have a pretty face, and thick thighs, but no ass and no curves. On the plus side, I have great tits if I do say so myself..but the fact that I weigh more than I'm supposed to always overshadows all of the positives about my physical appearance. Unless I meet a chubby chaser...the guys who look at me being overweight as a fetish. They want a quick fuck with the fat girl who hates herself so much she needs validation and thinks sleeping with someone will give that to her. That was me. Yeah.. I was that way for a loooooong time. But as my body count got higher and my confidence lower I decided it wasn't for me anymore. Not to mention one time I was with this guy and I kid you not, he tried to get me to eat while he was banging me. Like a whole fucking burger while he's giving it to me. What in the hell? Anyway… now that you know a little bit about me, I'll get to the real story here.
"Mr. I look photoshopped in real life" the asshole that changed my life. Cue the drama I guess?
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My Fat Ass Self a Park Jimin ff/smut 18+
Fanfiction"Ew, why are you wearing that? You look like a tortured sausage" "Are those real?" As she poked my back rolls "Why would anyone want to fuck her when she looks like that?" "What's up Shrek" "Hey fatass can you hurry it up?" "Opps didn't see you t...
