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This week was Valentine's Day and I still hadn't talked to Sam since he performed that mashup that basically declared his feelings for me in front of the entire Glee Club

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This week was Valentine's Day and I still hadn't talked to Sam since he performed that mashup that basically declared his feelings for me in front of the entire Glee Club. Everyone now knew how he really felt about me and this meant that they kept asking me if I'd made my mind up about what I was going to do with him now. They wanted to know if I was just going to reject him again and it would be over or if I was going to give him a second chance.

But in all honesty, I didn't know what to do. A part of me was still upset about him lying and hurting me, because I had trusted him and he hadn't been honest with me. But I knew that he had apologised for it and he hadn't told me the truth in the beginning because he was trying to avoid hurting me, which hadn't worked but he had my best interest at heart.

This week couldn't have come at a worse time, the week of love and romance had arrived when I hadn't made a proper decision about my relationship with Sam. I missed him and that was the truth. I missed the way that he made me feel and how he could make me laugh, and smile, even when I felt like crying. But I was nervous that if I let him back in, he would just hurt me again and I couldn't go through another breakup. Not yet, not when I was still recovering from the last one.

"Okay, everybody, let's hear it for love! Your assignment for Valentine's week is to find and perform thee world's greatest love songs." Dad explained and I felt sick, remembering the same lesson we'd had last year.

So many things change in a year; this time last year Artie was dating Brittany who had quit the Cheerio's to stay in Glee Club. Santana wasn't dating anyone and was staying close to my side as I was single too, watching Quinn as she dated Sam but cheated on him with Finn. Which led Santana to basically give them both mono and weirdly made Rachel realise that she didn't need to date anyone to enjoy high school. But now, she was dating Finn, Santana and Brittany were together, Artie kind of had a thing for Sugar and I was trying to work out if I should get back with Sam or not.

"Regionals is next week and we still need to raise $250 for costumes and hairspray."

"Oh God, not another bake sale." I groaned, lying my head on Finn's shoulder so that he could hide me from the embarrassment of having to raise more money for the Glee Club.

"If any student gives ten dollars, we will sing these love songs to their Valentine. We will serenade classrooms-"

"No!" Tina shouted, trying to put her point across that we all agreed with. "Two years ago, we went carolling, they threw food."

"And shoes!"

"Yes Sugar?" Dad asked when Sugar, a quieter member of the group raised her hand.

"Here's a spoonful of Sugar for you all: don't sweat the small stuff and it's all small stuff when you're rich." She handed my Dad a wad of cash. "Here you go."

"Sugar, I can't take that."

"Take it!" Everyone shouted at him, making him take the money from her because now it meant we didn't have to raise the money through carolling or through a bake sale.

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