Your idol was my exlover

Chapter 22

Jackson

Krisha's pov

'He's still into you, Krish'

'He's still into you, Krish'

'He's still into you, Krish'

Parang ewan yung utak ko, nag papaulit-ulit sa isipan ko ang katagang binitawan ni Bea kanina, it's already 12:13am here in state and I'm still awake, I can't sleep, hindi mawala sa isip ko ang sinabi ni Bea. Tama nga kaya nag sinabi niya? He's still into me?

"Arrrrrgh!" sigaw ko at sinabunutan ang buhok

"If you don't want to sleep, let me sleep Krish, I need energy for the operation tomorrow" napaangat ang tingin ko kay Bea, nakaharap siya saakin pero nakapikit parin "so stop shouting, let me sleep"

"I'm sorry, baba lang ako sa first floor. I'll just buy a coffee" paalam ko

"Hmmm" she answered

Kinuha ko muna ang wallet ko sa bag bago lumabas sa room niya, ako muna ang nag babantay kay Bea ngayon since her dad and mom are in their parents, Bea's grandma and grandpa to rest. Nag prisinta na akong mag bantay kay Bea since isang buwan din kaming hindi nag kita and our only communication is cellphone, video call, call and text lang.

"Thank you" pasasalamat ko sa nag titinda bago naupo sa bakanteng upuan

Madaling araw na dito kaya walang masyadong tao dito sa canteen maybe tulog na sila kaya walang masyadong tao rito, I opened my ig account so I won't get bored here since I'm alone and wala akong kakilala dito. I opened my messages and I'm surprised that Stell, Ken, Josh and Sejun message me. Marami ding nag memessage but I refuse to replied to them, I don't really know them they're just random people who'll follow me and chat me.

Karamihan sakanila ay masasabi kong fan ng SB19 couse their profile pic is one of the members or their username or bio.

@Josh_Cullen_s
Krish, asan ka? Bat wala ka sa bahay niyo?

@Stell16_
Asan ka? Bakit walang tao sa bahay niyo?

@imszmc_
Ayos ka lang ba? Bakit wala ka sainyo? Nag hihintay kami dito sa labas

@keunsnsn
Ayos ka lang ba? Ano nangyari sa pag uuspa niyo ni Jah? Nakita ko kayo e, are you okay? Bakit wala ka diro sa bahay niyo? Did you go somewhere else? Please replied ASAP we're worried at you Krish.

I smiled at their messages, si Ken ang may pinaka mahaba haha. I replied to them that I'm okay and wag na mag alala saakin and also I tell them that I'm here at the state because tomorrow...I mean mamaya is Bea's operation. Hope it will be successful.

I also posted in twitter a pic of my coffee with a caption 'not sleepy' I was about to off my phone when I receive a notification, nagulat pa ako, I don't know that he's still awake this time...oh mag kaiba nga pala ng oras ang pilipinas at state so siguro umaga na sakanila? I don't know.

[A/N: tinatamad ako mag connect sa wifi tinatamad din ang mag search kaya diko sure kung anong oras sa pilipinas kapag madaling araw sa state hehe]

@jahdedios and 67 others likes your tweet

Nawala ang atensyon ko sa cellphone ng may umupo sa tapat ng upuan ko, tumaas ang tingin ko sa kung sinonh umupo sa harap ko at napataas ang kilay.

"Can I sit here?" he asked

"Nakaupo ka na" pag tataray ko, he chuckled

Napatingin ako sa paligid at marami pang bakante so why the hell did he choose to sit in front of me?