Your idol was my exlover

Chapter 47

After ng pag uusap namin ni Ken sa honesty coffee shop hindi na ulit kami nag usap hanggang makarating sa bahay nila Bea.

And I'm still curious about the girl he like.

"Saan niyo gusto gumala mamaya?" Bea asked

Nandito kami ngayon sa garden nila habang naka upo sa upuan dito na nakapalibot sa bilog na lamesa habang umiinom ng kape. Maaga pa and I think 6:00am palang, maaga kaming nagising lahat dahil excited kaming gumala. First day namin gumala ngayon kaya lahat kami excited.

"I research about sa tourist destination dito sa batanes and i found the Racuh A Payaman or Marlboro country" I said, I want to go there, sobrang ganda kasi ng view

"Pa'no kung ayaw namin diyan?" kuya Josh asked so I glared at him

"Bakit, may alam kapa bang place na pwede nating puntahan dito?" tanong ko at ngumisi

Hindi naman siya nakapag salita at tumikhim nalang bago uminom sa kape niya.

"Can you describe the view there?" Sejun asked "dapat maganda yan ha, yung kasing ganda ko" he jokily said and we both laughed

"There is rolling hills there and knolls everywhere, surrounded by green grasses and uhm a sea" paliwanag ko, yun lang natatandaan ko sa picture na nakita ko e "and pwede tayong mag picnic dun" sabi ko ulit

They agreed sa suggestion ko na dun pumunta, pero mamayang hapon pa kami pupunta dahil maaraw and we need to buy muna ng mga kakainin namin mamaya. Dalawa kami ni Justin ang nautusan bumili ng foods, ayaw pa sana ni kuya Josh dahil dalawa lang kami ni Justin pero nilockan siya nila Stell sa loob ng kwarto para hindi makalabas at hindi kami pigilan ni Justin.

Tahimik lang kaming dalawa ni Justin habang tinatahak ang bayan dito sa batanes na nakapag padagdag ng awkward sa pagitan naming dalawa. Gusto ko sana mag salita kaso hindi ko rin alam kung anong sasabihin ko.

Nakatingin lang ako sa bintana ng mag salita si Justin "Gusto mo makinig ng kanta?" tanong niya and I nodded, para na rin mabawasan ang katahimikang namamagitan saamin

He played the radio at sumakto sa kantang laging kinakanta saakin ni Justin noon, nananadya ata 'tong radyo na 'to e tsk. While listening to the song, some of our memories flashed in my memory. I remember the time when Justin used to sing me that song.

Nabaling ang tingin ko kay Justin when he sing.

His voice is so soft.

♪Your brighten my day, showin' me my direction♪

Nakatingin lang ako sakaniya habang kumakanta siya.

♪You're comin' to me and givin' me inspiration♪

I smiled while looking at him and I found my self singing too, sabay kaming kumanta but I stopped when he held my hands, still looking at the road.

♪How can I ask for more from you my dear♪

The car stopped and he looked at me before singing again

♪maybe just a smile in your heart♪

He squeeze my hands and he smiled at me.

"Remember that song?" he asked so I nodded "i used to sing that song to you when you're sad or when we have a date. I used to sing that to you nung tayo pa, and now, after 10 year muli ko siyang nakatanta para sayo, but not as lover, but an ex-lover" he smiled bitterly at yumuko bago inalis ang pag kakahawak sa kamay ko

Nakatingin lang ako sakaniya when he looked at me again "I wish I could sing that to you again, when you're mine...again." he smiled "i will never give up to you, hanggang sa muli tayong bumalik sa dati, Krish."