Ang Boyfriend Kong Artista

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

Chapter 21

Stop and stare

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Left & right by SEVENTEEN(세분틴)

(Lysander's pov)

When i open my eyes, at first, it was blurry but when a couple of minutes passed, i can see things clear now.

It's morning already. I was about to get off from my bed when i feel like i hit some 'hard thing'. Instead of looking at the 'hard thing' i hitted, i just ignored it.

I take a look at my wrist watch and it's still 5' o clock in the morning. My head still aches but it's now better than yesterday. My head still aches maybe because of hangover.

Di tulad kasi kahapon na parang mabibiyak yung ulo ko sa sakit. Parang nawala na rin yung lagnat ko. Ng tignan ko ang suot ko ay iba na ito. Hindi ko nalang ito pinansin.

May naalala pa ako na konti mula kagabi pero yung iba, malabo. Ang naalala ko lang nun ay naglasing ako and i locked myself here. Hindi ko nga pinapasok si mommy at ang pinsan ko kahit na katok na katok sila sa pintuan ng kwarto ko. I don't even know how they manage to get inside. Kaya pala, wala na ang mga kalat na bote sa sahig.Kasi nasakin naman ang duplicate key. Yeah, i planned it all. Sinadya kong kunin ang duplicate key sa lalagyan nito at dinala ko sa kwarto ko para hindi nila ako mapasok rito. Ang gusto ko lang ay ang mapag isa.

I remember 'her' again. Some images that i don't ever want to remember, flashed inside my mind. I told to myself last night that i don't want to remember her anymore. My fist clenched when i remembered how she rejected me last night. I still can't accept that she rejected me. I mean, who would accept that? I love her, so much. I could even give her my whole life if it's necessary.

Planado na sana lahat eh. Hinanda ko na ang lahat para sa kung sakali mang dumating yung araw, that she would finally say yes to me. Magpopropose na ako sakanya. I am ready to be tied with her for the rest of our lives. That's how i really do love her. But sadly? All my plans went into nothing.

She didn't even told me why. Why the hell she rejected me! After all these years? She would just reject me? 2 fucking years! Jesus! 2 fucking years! I courted her for 2 fucking years! And yet...and yet, she rejected me?!

Before my tears fall down, i immediately remove those images inside my mind. Not now...

It's so early to take a bath right now...so i guess, i should jog around our village. I'll be back here when it's 6 and a half already...

I walk, where my walk-in-closet placed. When i opened it, i take some color gray hoodie jacket and a jogging pants with the same color as my hoodie has. I also take a pair of black rubber shoes.

After i wore all of them. I am now ready to jog outside but i stop when i saw someone is sleeping beside my bed. She's not literally in my bed. She's sleeping while sitting at a couch beside my bed, while her head is lying in my bed.

So? Sya pala ang natamaan ko kanina...

I walk towards her. She's sleeping peacefully. Her breathing was really calm. Some strands of her hair, spreading everywhere in her face. Isiningit ko sa tenga nya ng dahan dahan ang kumawala na buhok na nagkalat sa mukha nya.

Her pinkish lips and her cheeks was really natural. She's not even wearing some make up like those girls always do. Simple and yet, beautiful.

When i first met her, i don't really look at her face. You know...I don't really care about those people around me. I all care about Zue. But now? I couldn't even understand myself why the hell i am staring at her. I couldn't even stop myself. She's really cute when she's sleeping. I could even compare her to those fairy tale entitled 'sleeping beauty' that almost all of childrens loved to read. She's more beautiful than sleeping beauty. I think so...