haikyuu x reader

kageyama🧃pt.2

A/n: literally only one of y'all requested for a part two so i'm giving you what you asked for :)

Years have passed since you were gone, everyone on the team was affected by it for different reasons.

Everyday after that they would go to your grave and talk to you about what was going on in school or what you missed out on.

Sugawara was there the most but as for Kageyama he refuses to go, he doesn't want to acknowledge the fact you were really gone.

No matter how hard he tried not to think about it scenes of you lifeless in Suga's arms kept replaying over and over.

He was determined to not cry over you, but his determination couldn't stop it.

Looking at photos of you could make him remember all the times you two spent laughing and smiling.

Before he knew it tears threaten to fall, he had regretted what he did in the past.

Today he has a wife and 2 children, he had recently gotten in a argument with his wife and decided to go to your grave for the first time.

It didn't take long for him to find your grave since it had the most flowers, he sat there for a moment before he spoke.

"Um hey Y/n, I know this is weird talking to you like this but...I really miss you." He said as tears fell onto the grass.

"God I really miss you so much, I'm sorry I did this  to you, to everyone actually!" He sobbed.

"But I cant do anything to bring you back! And it hurts to know you are really gone!" He choked on his words.

Suddenly he felt a hand on his back and turned around behind him, it was Suga.

"You finally decided to come." He have a sad smile, he took his hand out of his pocket and handed him a letter.

Kageyama took the letter and noticed his name written in big print with a milk box sticker.

When he took the note Suga had said goodbye and left, Kageyama opened the letter.

Hey there Kags :)
If you're reading this i'm probably gone by now, i'm sorry I didn't tell you but I didn't want to be selfish. I want you to be happy and have a great future, just know that no matter what I will always love you and will be there for you.
But now as I lay dead in my grave I can be there for you spiritually, no matter what I believe in you and in your career in volleyball.
So please be the person you've dreamt to be and reach that goal for you, no matter what stops your way i'll be there supporting you on the other side.
Even though you might not love me back it's okay, seeing you happy was my number one goal in this relationship.
I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy enough and that we couldn't live old together, but i'm glad that you found another while I was going to die.
Whatever happens just know that I love you and will miss you.
-From Y/n

When finishing the note he had tears flowing out of his eyes, the salty taste was now in his mouth.

He shouted out of frustration and regret, he cursed multiple times while punching the grass.

As he calmed down a little his head was on his knees, "I'm sorry Y/n I wasn't there for you when you needed me the most, but i'm here now." He sighed.

For some reason Kageyama had felt something in his throat, a rush of something was coming out.

He faced to the side of him with his hands on the ground as he coughed up...flower petals.

His eyes widened as he realized what had came out of him.

He knew now he had Hanahaki disease.

A/n: Awe shit another cliffhanger, i don't know if I should leave it on that but let me know :)