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Jennie
Our lives seems to be more confusing than what we believe is already confusing. It will always surprise us with mind bugging information or maybe just throw big pieces of rocks at us.
Hindi na mabilang ang mga taong ginugulo ang utak ko at patuloy na nagpapabago ng pananaw ko sa buhay.
Parang si Red lang na katabi ko ngayon at patuloy na umiiyak. Kanina pa siya humahagulhol dahil lamang daw sa sakit ng puso niya.
Hindi lang ako nagimbal dahil sa mga rebelasyon niya, muntik pa akong mahimatay.
Who would've thought that big man I used to call "my boy" was actually gay?
Actually, I don't freaking care what his sexuality is after all. Who am I to judge? In addition, he's my friend because he's Red not because he's straight or some sort of.
Napapaisip tuloy ako kung matatawag ko pa ba siyang "Red, my boy" ? Considering it was homophobic in some sense, he actually didn't mind me calling him that. Or — was it because he didn't want me to know that he was actually not straight.
"Ano ka ba Red! I know it hurts but you just need time to think things over." I tried to calm him down.
"What was I supposed to do?!" He shouted at me while crying the hell out.
Argh! This drunk bastard! You'll pay for shouting at me.
"Was I supposed to just forget about how I like Liam for almost 2 years now?"
Napahinga ako ng malalim. Nabanggit ko ba na dahil lunod na siya sa alak ay nabunyag niya saakin ang pinakatatago niyang sikreto?
Ngayon nagkakaroon na ng linaw ang nga aksyon niyang matagal ko nang napapansin.
Akala ko ay normal lang sa dalawang magkaibigan ang laging magkadikit at magkasama.
Well — it is though. That's why I have never thought of Red liking his bestfriend, correction — our bestfriend!
Agad akong napatingin sa kanya at tinitigan ko siya ng matiim sa mata.
"Well, telling him you like him doesn't sound so bad right?" I told him.
"Fuck off, Jennie! Sa tingin mo ba magugustuhan ako ng kaibigan kong tinulungan kong magpakabaliw sa mga babae?" He made sense.
Liam's straight. Or — at least for now. We never know when someone will bend.
"Kaya mo bang itago habang buhay 'yang nararamdaman mo?" Tanong ko.
"It's better this way. Mas pipiliin kong masaktan sa bawat segundong nakikita kong may kasama siyang iba kaysa naman sa mawala siya saakin ng habang buhay. I can't loose him just because I admitted my feelings. Hindi ko hahayaan na masira ng t*nginang nararamdaman ko ang pagkakaibigan namin." He cried.
"Well, just kiss me. Maybe you'll be into girls." I jokingly said at him.
"Don't be shitting with me, Jennie! I would fuck you right here, right now." He eyed me.
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