𝔸𝕗𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟//Hawk-Eli 🐍

70.

All Sunday i slept through my hangover, it was about 12 when I got there and at about 3 Carmen of course walked out of Johnnys room.

She smiled at me and thought I heard most of it, she looked at me with a worried look and I shook my head. "I didn't hear most of it, just when I got here." I said and she nodded.

"Ok, feel better míja" she said and walked out. A couple minutes later Johnny came out and did the same thing.

I explained I didn't hear most of it and he sighed in relief, he looked at my puffy and bloodshot eyes and sat down next to me.

"You alright kid?" He asked. I sat up and leaned my head onto his shoulder "I'm so lost." I said with a shaky voice.

"What do you mean, lost? Your right next to me." He said confused. "Not physically.. mentally" I said and he nodded.

He pulled me into a hug, "wanna go get some lunch?" He said. "Yeah sure." I said and we both got up.

I got changed out of Eli's clothes I was still wearing and put on jeans and a hoodie.

I grabbed my converses and walked out, we walked out to Johnnys car.

We drove to some restaurant and walked in. We sat down and ordered food.

"So what's going on, why are you so sad?" He asked. I looked around making sure no one I knew was here. "It's me and Eli, I love him so much, but I don't know if I can be with him" I said

"Well, do you love him?" He asked. I looked at him, "yeah.. obviously." I said and he glared at me.

"If he really loves you he'll make an effort, he knows how you feel now wait for him to show you." He said, "it's not that simple." I said.

"Why not?" He asked slightly confused. "He got with Tory, he knew I hated her and all the things she's done and he got with her."

Johnny looked at me, "oh, uh.. yeah that's not good.. what did he say about that?" He asked taking a sip of his drink.

"He said Tory forced him to, that she threatened to hurt me and his mom." I replied. "Do you believe him?" He asked.

"Do you believe him?" He asked. I shrugged, "I don't know, I want to.. but Ugh... I don't know." I said.

He looked at me. "I believe it." He said. "What. Why?" I asked, "well, he loves you.. I've seen it. And Tory is a bitch. So, I wouldn't put it past her" he said bluntly.

I sighed, "your right, but.. how do I know if he isn't lying to me" I said he looked at me and gave me a sympathetic smile.

"Just go with your gut, think smart. If he really wants you and didn't lie about all that.. he'll prove it. Just don't get your hopes up either. Hawk, he's not always the smartest." Johnny said and I laughed.

"Thanks, Johnny." I said and he quickly smiled. "No problem." He said.

"You should go talk to him." He added, "you think so?" I asked. He nodded and I got up and walked out.

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WHILE THEY WERE AT LUNCH-

Hawks POV-

I decided to go for a run to get things off my mind, I started running down my road, I had my headphones on listening to some Kendrick Lamar.

I got to the end of my street and turned right, I ran until I was on the edge of town. When I heard foot prints I turned and saw cobra Kai students chasing me.

I started running faster, until I collided with Tory. She pushed me to the ground and I looked up at her. I wasn't gonna hit a girl, but boy did I want to.