Elaine|Billie Eilish

177: terms with it

Billie's POV

After Elaine's gave me head she wiped me and we cuddled.

Elaine: I don't know why you don't let me do this, you taste so good

Billie: (chuckle) you'll get addicted

Elaine: (giggle) I sure will

We lay there in silence and I decide to break it.

Billie: I'm ready

Elaine: for?

Billie: to tell you

Elaine: Billie I don't want you to tell me because I made you to but I want you to tell me because you want to and you trust me....

I look at this woman and I'm surprised. Not so long ago she wasn't talking to me because I didn't want to talk about it and now she doesn't want me to tell her. I don't know what she was saying but she was still talking so I shut her up with a kiss.

Billie: ssshhh mamas

She kisses me back passionately. Then I pull away from the kiss.

Billie: I want to tell you

Elaine: okay

Billie: Q and I were in a relationship and he'd always make me feel bad about being who I am. He'd make me doubt my worth and make me feel undesirable. We were just toxic for each other, so I decided to end things. After X's passing I ended things with him then after a few months down the line I met you.

Elaine: can I ask you something?

Billie: sure

Elaine: how did it feel being with him as in y'know?

When she asked this question I knew that she was now doubting herself. Elaine is so insecure and I just don't get how, she's the most beautiful person I've ever met.

Billie: it was....I don't know...it somehow didn't feel right y'know. It felt as if I'm doing something I shouldn't be doing, but with girls it felt right. I guess I was in denial of my sexuality

Elaine: so how did you find out that you liked girls?

Billie: I kissed a girl and it felt so right, that's when I knew but I hadn't come to terms with it.

Elaine: if given a chance would you go back to him?

Billie: not a day in hell, I'd rather kill myself

Elaine: oh

Billie: baby relax I only want you, my sweet mamas

I said that while cupping her face and kissing her passionately. She kisses me back and I sit her on top of me. She looked breathtaking, her hair was all over her face and mind you we were still naked. Elaine had a very nice body, she had a slim waist, perky boobs and an ass for days. One would swear she had procedures done, I like the cellulites on her ass that look like waves but she hates them. Not to mention her black curly hair, her big brown eyes, small nose and a small plump pink lips that look like she's pouting.

Elaine's POV

I've been on top of Billie for the last two minutes and she hasn't done anything but just stare at me. I move closer to her then smash my lips against her, when I did that it's like I was activating her because she quickly grabbed my ass then kissed me back. She talks in between the kiss

Billie: I love you mamas

Elaine: I love you too daddy

I feel her smirk and we continue making out. She then plays with my happy button until I'm wet then slid her fingers in me and switch positions.

Billie: I want to make love to you for the whole night

Elaine: stop talking and show me.

We made love the whole night then slept around three in the morning

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