To The Moon and Back? (Rosé x Fem Reader)

Chapter Twenty-Five

Y/N's POV

Lisa soon woke up after I freaked out and picked her up and placed her on my bed while grabbing a wet towel to drape across her head. She groaned and opened her eyes to look around,

"Why am I on your bed y/n? And why does my head feel wet? Did you dump water on me like you did with Roseanne?" She questioned me while squinting her eyes,

"No I didn't dump water on your head, idiot. You passed out and I caught you and placed you on my bed. I then got a wet towel to put on your forehead just for good measure."

"Wait, why did I pass out?"

"I'm debating on telling you because there is a chance you might pass out at the information and I don't want to deal with that again." I said eyeing her up and down.

"Please tell me, I promise I won't pass out." She pleaded, sitting up and clasping her hands together. I huffed and agreed to tell her,

"Fine, I'll tell you," she fist bumped the air and urged me to continue, "Jennie texted me that she was bi. Therefore meaning you have a chance." I said making my way over to her ready for when she passes out. But her mouth just fell open and she was speechless for a good few minutes. When she finally came back to her senses, she spoke up,

"So she... I have... oh my god I have a chance. I HAVE A CHANCE! SHES BI AND SHES A GIRL AND IM A GIRL, MAKING ME HAVE A CHANCE!" She said springing to her feet and bouncing around,

"LISA, sit back down because if you don't remember you passed out less than half an hour ago." I said tugging her back to my bed. She cooperated and was a ball of energy and was going on and on about it.

After letting her voice out everything she wanted, I was that it was already past noon and I wanted to eat. I skipped out on breakfast because Rosie came unexpectedly and then Lisa came right after her.

"Hey Lisa, want to go and get food somewhere? Maybe just an early lunch?"

"Sure, I can pay since you gave me the best information ever." She said dragging me out the door of my house. My mother was in the living room and shouted a 'see ya' before we were out of her sight.

Lisa told me to drive to the restaurant Little Italy because she knew that I could never turn down Italian food. I smiled and just let her continue to talk her heart out about all the different plans she has to win Jennie over. Some of them were definitely out there, and others I could see actually working. Once we arrived, we got seated right away and also ordered right away since we have been here like a billion times. I got the homemade lasagna and she got the tortellini. They also gave us our free basket of garlic bread that we devoured while waiting for the main meal.

"So, how are things with Roseanne? Have you made anymore moves on her?" She said wiggling her eyebrows. I laughed and rolled my eyes,

"I actually just hung out with her briefly this morning. That's why I was out and about driving." I said as I eyed the waiter with our food walking out of the kitchen.

"Ahh ok y/n, you getting her used to your car so then you can fuc–" I cut her sentence off by sticking the last piece of garlic bread in her mouth.

"I didn't not take her in my car for that reason. You and Jisoo are horrible, why an I your guys' friend?"

"Mcnmskxnsnd"

"Chew the food first please." I scolded her. She rolled her eyes and ate the bread in her mouth,

"What I was trying to say was your our friend because you don't have anyone else. So you're stuck with us." She said with a beaming smile. Even though I was annoyed at her, I nodded my head in agreement and the waiter finally showed up with our food. They're my rock and they would do anything for me. They would probably even commit murder for me too if I asked. I chuckled at that thought and decided to fill my starving stomach with some lovely lasagna.

Rosie's POV

I couldn't move. My brain was drawing blanks left and right and it felt like I could barely breath. I could hear the faint screams of my mother, but my ears were blocking her out, almost like my brain subconsciously didn't want to hear her. I was just staring straight ahead, existing. My eyes didn't move from his lifeless body, even as the workers came rushing in. I felt a pair of arms start to lift me up and bring me out in the hall. My body moved along with them as if I was being controlled by strings. I could barely keep balance, but they were persistent on getting me out of the room. I was sat on the waiting chairs outside the room and I just curled up into a ball and cried.

I promised myself that I wasn't going to let my emotions get to me when I walked into the room. Yet here I am, on the chairs where people get told their loved ones die, crying my soul out. I felt my whole body shake and I couldn't control my breathing anymore. I'm having a panic attack. I shut my eyes and squeezed them as tightly as I could, thinking that if I just wish it to go away, it would. Then she came into my mind,

Y/n.

I saw her smile while singing in the car with me. She was laughing and looking right at me. I remembered the slight touches of our hands brushing against each other and how she gently intertwined them. I also was brought back to the moment where I kissed her and she kissed me. In that moment, she was everything I wanted and more. She was the thing my mind and heart both agreed on. She was the one who mended the two controlling factors of my life into one beautiful cohesive entity. She was making me a better person without even noticing or trying to.

Without realizing it, my breathing steadied out and my tears became less frequent. I was back into reality. My body wasn't shaking violently and under my own will power, I was able to sit up properly on the chair. My ears slowly started to tune the world back in; it was hell. Yells coming from furious doctors, something about 'how could you let this happen', but I wasn't paying that much attention. My mother still losing it and having two nurses hold her back and try to comfort her. As I looked around to see if there was anyone there to comfort me, I found no one. Not a single doctor, nurse, or other staff member was there for me. I was alone in the chaos.

Then as if everyone was under a spell, all the people stopped yelling and screaming as we saw two young staff members roll out a bed with my father. He was covered with a white blanket, but that didn't help at all. I knew seeing that over him was the final say, the final punch to the gut. He breathed his last breath today, and I wasn't there for him. He was simply...

gone.

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