If I had met you in grey

Chapter 60

Tris POV
I watch as my surroundings turn into a field, grass rises and the sky replaces the ceiling. I feel something land on my shoulder, it's weight and talons, I try to fling it off. I look up and not only the one black crow stares back but now a flock are flying towards me. They dive In and I try to run, run as fast as possible. All I can do is scream, as they surround me, I fall to my knees and scream louder, my sobs continuing after. I need to be calm. But I can't! Breathe, I try breathing through my nose keeping my mouth shut tight. I feel blood trickling in my and the winds. I can't fight them anymore, they squawk and peck all around me and I try to relax each and every muscle I have. The pain soon floods over me.

I open my eyes and I stand in a tank, a tank filling with rushing water. I don't think it's the water im scared or the fact that I will deem but instead the idea that I can't escape. They water doesn't slow down it is soon covering my ankles and moving upward. I pound the glass screaming for help. The waters up to my thighs, I bang as hard as I can as the water reaches my rib Cage, still screaming I begin gasping for air as it soon sucks me in. It deals me in, don't panic my mind says. It's all in your head. I scream even through u know my mouth will fill with water, i pound my palm against the glass and a cracking sound appears.i watch as the glass starts to shader, the pane finally shaders and I gasp.

I feel myself tied down and smoke arising. I look down to see my hands and feet tied to a pile with rope, and blistering orange flames surrounding me. The smell of my burning flesh is nauseating. I look over and see Peter laughing, "Smell that stiff?" He asks. "Yes. It smells like rain." I say and rain drops start coming. I've never knew that was possible. The flames slowly burn out.

I open my eyes and I stand in a room, an empty room with only a bed in the corner. What is this? Slowly a figure walks towards me, tobias. He presses his mouth to mine and it's familiar. I forget I'm in simulation, all I know is I'm here in the arms of him. His fingers find my jacket zipper and pulls it down.
He tugs my jacket off and I hear it drop on the floor, oh is all I think. I know what this is now. My fear is not of tobias but I'd being with him, of showing that type of affection. His hands slide down my arms leaving a trail of goosebumps. He kisses down my neck and he pushes my back on the bed. "No! I'm not sleeping with you in a simulation!" I say to him. I know he's not tobias, well my real tobias. I have to be strong even though his touch, his love feels.. Good. And just as I Finish that thought he's gone.

I jerk awake and this time in really back in the simulation room, "Wow stiff!" Amar says looking at me. "How long do you think you were in there?" He asks. "20 minutes." "3. Four times faster than the average." He says abs I'm shocked. "You did well. So did your boyfriend!" He says and I see something. Something you don't see much in dauntless or if you do it's not pure. I see a smile.

I thank him and walk out of the room still trembling.

(A/n: Hey all! Sorry for the Long wait.. I'm going to try and post more of this story more often! Sorry if this chapter was boring and bland, hopefully the upcoming chapters will be better! (: thanks❤️)