My Hero Academia: Hell is a Mess

AU - Failed Court Case

Prompt: instead of getting his hero license back after he loses his arm, the hero commission refuses to give it back because he's quirkless and he lost his armAh, yes, LET'S DO IT! I don't know what warnings I will need for this yet, but there will be some.Oh, and I have one change from the timeline: All Might never set shit straight, so the quirkless ratings are low AF still.Warnings: Suicide references, depression, assholes, just an overall hard time

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For a fucking week, I have gathered every single thing I could get my hands on that will increase my chances of getting my license back.

I made the arm.

I went to an interview with Hizashi.

I proved that I am capable in battle.

I got everything I fucking could for this because I can't lose this.

I gave up everything. FUCK, I HAVE GIVEN UP AN ARM TO PROVE THAT I AM A HERO!

Of course, people still had their doubts. A quirkless boy becoming a hero without an arm?

I mean, if All Might could do it without a brain, I can do it without an arm easily.

Then All Might...

"No. I do not believe quirkless can be heroes. It's simply too dangerous-"

He never did take it back before the court case, so I entered this with the quirkless acceptance rating at an all time low because of the number one hero.

Ironic considering he was quirkless.

The court case was rough considering everything. Yes, there was some supporting me, yet so many more were against me.

I just want to save people. Is that too much to ask for? Apparently.

After hours of arguing until my voice was nearly gone, the HC committee gather in the back to determine their decision.

At this point, Anxiety is getting the better of me. I manage to keep a clean face. I don't need anything else against me.

Nezu pats my hand and smiles, "We got this. There is no need to worry, Midoriya."

I hope we do.

What feels like forever is only mere minutes. The HC president stands before me, and I am hyper-focused on her.

Please. I need this.

"Midoriya Izuku, it has been decided by the Hero Commission that you shall not receive your hero license again. This is due to your quirkless status in addition to your missing arm making you a liability on the field. You shall be removed from the hero course, and you can not attempt the hero license exam again. This session has been adjourned."

I....what?

No...no, it can't be, right? After everything? After all the work and energy and effort, I-

Everything before me is starting to blur.

My hearing is fuzzy.

I can feel my heart pound throughout my entire body.

I-

What did I do wrong?

I feel a weight on my shoulder as I try to focus on my surroundings.

It's a nightmare, right? I'll wake up, and I'll be a hero proving people wrong, right?

...I don't wake up. This is real.

This is real...

I don't notice that I am being forced out of the building, nor do I notice myself get into the car.