Chapter 33

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Decebel's POV

It's 6:42am on a Tuesday. I awoke to the feeling of my body aching, as if I was laying in a pit of hot coals. I sat up onto the edge of my bed and rubbed my hand through my hair. Hunter was still asleep in the bed across from mine. I always typically woke up ridiculously early in the mornings. For as long as I could remember, I could never stay asleep very long. I always felt the need to wake up. It's usually caused from being without wolvesbane for too long, it makes my blood feel like it boiling inside of my body if I go without a dose. I picked my phone off of the charger that was plugged in on the nightstand, and I saw a few texts messages from Ma, it was her just going on about being sorry about the way our conversation went on the phone. She always apologizes but I know it's only for the simple fact that shes gonna end up needing something from me. I scrolled my finger over the touch screen and saw I had a picture message from Kiara. Before I saw what the photo was, I'm not going to lie, I was hoping for her to just be in her bra and underwear.

 Before I saw what the photo was, I'm not going to lie, I was hoping for her to just be in her bra and underwear

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"She's fucking hot." I mumbled to myself.

"Who's hot?" I looked up to see Hunter in a big stretch.

"Kiara sent me a picture." I took one last look at it before putting my phone down on the bed and pulling the bedside table drawer open.

"Sounds to me like someone be simping a little hard." Hunter chuckled before he stood up and walked to his dresser.

"Shut the fuck up, I ain't no simp to anyone."I rolled my eyes.

"Dec, you don't need to be hard around me all the time. Are you sure that the bond isn't affec-" Hunter pointed his attention to me but I cut him off.

"I'm gonna stop you right there. Just because I have a mate and the bond, doesn't mean anything. I'm here with the same intent I had before I started. I'm just trying to have a good lay before all this shit starts to hit the fan. A bond isn't just gonna make me change the intentions I've had since I was old enough to talk." I asserted myself.

"Okay, okay." Hunter surrendered.

"I'm just going to leave you with this thought. I support whatever you need to do, brother. If shit changes, and you do want to continue with the bond as normal, it wouldn't make you less of a man. I just want to make sure you're not doing something you're going to end up regretting." Hunter finished pulling his shirt on, and when those words finished coming out of his mouth, he walked out of our room. Pulling the door closed behind him.

Those words stuck in my mind a little. Hunter and I have always been supportive of each other, and we always not hesitate to say the words we have on our mind. But I cant forget this moment and why I'm doing it. I spent my whole life preparing for the day I was suppose to take down that fucking pack, I cant just stop after 19 years of preparation. I pulled my attention back towards my drawer, and saw what little wolvesbane I had left in my stand.

"This is only going to last me this week and then I'm fucked." I thought out loud.

I grabbed one of the needles out of the drawer and I set it down on the table. I grabbed the tourniquet and wrapped it tightly around my arm. I pushed two fingers in the bend on my arm and looked for a good vein to put the injection in. I picked up the wolvesbane shot and slowly pushed it into my vein. I started to slowly inject the fiery-feeling liquid into my vein and I could feel a head rush start to surround me. I closed my eyes to ride the feeling of power, but also the feeling of isolation to one of my wolves start to cage in calmness. My eyes quickly shot open when I heard the door to the dorm room open and my ears caught sound of a familiar gasp.

"What are you doing?" She closed the door, her face still in shock and anger.

I took the needle out of my arm and quickly took off the tourniquet.

"I know what this looks like, but..." I was speechless. Something that hasn't happened to me in quite some time.

I stood from the spot I sat on my bed, and I could feel the head rush getting worse. At this point, I knew my eyes were glowing red. My HOS wolf was trying to fight the submission to wolvesbane and was trying to show through. I started to walk towards Kiara and she took a step back.

"Don't come near me!" She yelled.

"You shouldn't say those words to me, Kiara." I could feel my eyes glowing a vibrant red.

"What were you doing, Decebel!" She demanded to know.

"What the fuck does it look like I was doing?!" I raised my voice, feeling anger start to surround me.

As soon as I swore at Kiara, her eyes welled up with tears. The hurt of me yelling at her filled the expression on her face.

"You're doing drugs.." She choked the tears back.

"You don't know what you're fucking talking about. It's not drugs." I held my chest, trying to calm my breathing.

"You're right, Decebel. I don't know what I'm talking about. BECAUSE YOU LITERALLY DON'T TELL ME ANYTHING ABOUT YOU." Kiara started crying.

I looked Kiaras, now glowing purples eyes, tears poured from her face.

"All I know, is I saw you with a needle in your arm.." She spoke under her breath.

I let out a sigh.. but the anger took over.

"FUCK!" I yelled before smacking the lamp off of the bedside stand.

When the lamp smashed on the floor, Kiara took another step back to where she was pressed against the door she once entered. I could feel my HOS wolf almost taking control.

"Kiara, you need to leave. I cant get Aeshma to submit. I don't want to hurt you." I said, looking away from her, feeling the darkness close in around me.

Silence. I got no response. That's when I felt two arms wrap around my waist, pulling me into a warm embrace.

"I don't think you would hurt me, Decebel. But you need to let me in. You cant shut your mate in the dark. Let me help you." Kiara spoke softly.

I could feel myself to start regaining my breathing and I could feel the darkness that surrounded me start to dissipate. Ive never felt this feeling leave as fast as it came with a touch from someone. She has the ability to calm Aeshma, which is unlike anything I've ever experienced.

"I guess its time I tell you more about me."
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