Howl of Sins

Chapter 58

Decebels POV

Yeah, I know what you're all thinking. "You handled that situation with finding out Kiara's pregnant so well." Honestly, I couldn't help but feel terrified about it. I found my mate over a few months ago and now she's fallen pregnant. That's my luck, and its my fault for not being careful about it. Do I think this is the right time to bring a baby into this world? Absolutely not. And to be honest, I never pictured having a heir. I had to make sure Kiara was okay over anything. She was so terrified, I have to do my best to keep her calm and give her as much support as I possibly can. I can not picture this going down well when it comes down to telling Blake, Mia I don't think will be too much of an issue. Speaking of parents, I've also been ignoring my mother for a month. Not taking even as much as one phone call. I was having second thoughts about going through with the plan, but now that Kiara is pregnant with my child, it's not happening. Period. I will risk my life to save her if it meant that both of them were safe. Meeting Kiara has been a wake up call, but now that a baby is in the picture, I need to get my shit together. I need to change myself. For Kiara, and the baby boy or girl that she is carrying inside her.

Kiara decided that she was going to tell the girls that she has fallen pregnant yesterday evening, and it seemed only fitting that I was to go find Hunter and let him know about what's going on. So, I got out of bed early this morning to make sure I caught him at the dorm before classes. To my surprise, when I got to our dorm that we shared, Hunter was no where to be found.

"You think he could be down in the café?" Axel spoke through our link.

"I'm not sure. I'll go check for him there, but we have to make sure to go make our time for our dose before classes." I responded back to my wolf.

As I made my way to the dining hall, I saw a familiar face walking in the hallway.

"Ella." I nodded my head at her.

"Decebel? Why aren't you with Kiara?" She looked at me confused.

"I was letting her sleep in this morning, she stayed up pretty late puking in the bathroom last night." I crossed my arms.

"Oh, well I hope she's feeling better now." She looked concerned.

"She was sleeping like a baby when I left. Anyways, have you seen Hunter? I've been looking for him." I put my hand to my chin.

"Oh! Last time I knew he was in Morgan's.... room..." She started to look super nervous.

"Oh, he finally had the balls to make a move on her. Thanks." I said before I started to walk away from her.

"Actually, wait!" She yelled and I turned my attention back to Ella.

"How about I go get him for you? You could wait right here and you wouldn't have to go up all those forsaken stairs." She ran over to me.

"I'm not concerned about the stairs. We do worse things in training." I laughed, continuing to walk towards the Royal suites.

"Okay, then I'm actually going to come with you. I haven't seen Morgan in a few hours, I'm really missing my bestie." Ella caught up and was at my side.

"You're a weird bitch, you know that." I shot her a look with my brow raised.

"In the flesh." Ella flipped her hair.

We continued to make our way down the hall and up the stairs to where Morgan's room appeared to be. We walked up to her door and Ella was trying to get in front of me, but stopped when I actually knocked on the door. I crossed my arms and waiting for an answer. To my surprise, Morgan opened the door wide open, still half asleep. She honestly looked like she saw a ghost when she noticed me.

"Hey Decebel... Ella?" She looked concerned.

"I'm looking for Hunt-" I started to say before I noticed him in the background, laying on the bed on his stomach. 

His not so bare back anymore showing. 

"That's a mate mark?" Axel spoke through our link.

I looked back and forth between Hunter sleeping and back to Morgan who looked like she was going to get sick. It clicked in my head. All of it.

"You have to be fucking kidding me." I could feel the anger building up inside.

I had to walk away, I could feel the anger growing stronger. That motherfucker lied to me! He kept shit from me! Out of anyone, I never thought he would be the one to keep shit from me. Over a fucking girl that shit changed. And I have every right to be pissed at him. My anger engulfed me so much, I didn't even realize that I made my way out of the Royal suites. 

"Decebel! Wait!" I heard Hunter bust his way through the doors and make his way towards me outside.

"The fuck do you want?" I turned my glowing red eyes back towards him.

"Just let me explain." He let out a breath.

"How long have you been keeping this from me?!" I yelled.

Hunter let out a sigh.

"I've known since before attending the academy. I didn't know how I was suppose to tell you."

"What do you mean you don't know how you were suppose to tell me?! You should have just fucking grew a pair." I angerly responded.

"Oh, I should have grew a fucking pair?! I kept this shit from you because I didn't think you'd be happy about me having a mate." I could see the scowl across his face.

"Let me get something straight, you think I would have been pissed about you having a mate, WHEN I FUCKING HAVE ONE MYSELF! What? Do you think I'm some sort of fucking hypocrite?!" I clenched the bridge of my nose.

"Alright, maybe I didn't think about it that way. But Decebel, with the intentions that you had towards your own mate, you think I wasn't concerned for what you could have done with mine?" Hunter threw his hand up in anger.

 I just let out a chuckle at the words he's just so happily throwing out. The thing that is kept secret between both of us. I could feel the anger burning inside, as if the fire was being fed gasoline. I could feel Aeshma begging and pleading with me to be let out. With how pissed I am, it worries me to even say that I'm considering it.

"We have to keep calm for Kiara." Axel quickly spoke.

"Yeah, you might have been worried, but you know of all people, that worry you had should have been gone once I was starting to change. And even you knew before fucking me because you were harping on me for it." I rolled my eyes, taking a deep breath.

"Yeah, well, I remember you once saying you'll never change due to the Howl o-" He started before I cut him off.

"You know I cant fucking talk about that shit Hunter. And don't you sit there and speak on something you don't understand." I stepped closer to him.

"Decebel, you should really calm down." Morgan walked out the doors and closer to both of us.

"Stay back Morgan." Hunter looked to her.

"Don't tell me what to do bathroom bitch." I growled.

"Don't fucking speak to my mate like that." Hunters eyes now glowing ice blue.

"I don't take orders from no orphan boy like you either." I could feel Aeshma at the surface.

"OH REALLY! Well at least I wasn't the family disappointment!" Hunter screamed.

I didn't hold anything back anymore, I drew my fist back and made hard contact with Hunters jaw. The punch so hard, knocking him to the ground.

"Don't you ever fucking talk to me again." I screamed at Hunter and looked at Morgan before I stormed away.

As I was walking away, preventing myself from looking back at what just happened. I heard Hunter telling Morgan to let him go and Morgan fighting to keep him where he was. Keeping him from the fight continuing. I'm fucking done with that low life. What fucking brother he is. I need a drink and I need to get out of here. Fuck my dose from David and fuck this academy. I'M DONE.

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