TUTOR IN BED 2 ✔

TIB2 / 03 - Difference

CHACE POV

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the
street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not
to drag my feet

Repeat One. Geh lang. Hanggang makabisado ko na 'tong Nothing ng The Script. Ang ingay pa sa kwarto ko. Okay lang , sound proof naman. Wala eh. Kwarto ko 'to, kaya anong pakialam mo?

They say a few drinks will help me to
forget her
But after one too many I know that
I'll never
Only they can't see where this is
gonna end
They all think I'm crazy but to me
it's perfect sense

Inaamin kong nagbago na ako. Naging masungit na ako sa lahat at halos wala naring ngiti sa labi. Sabihin lang nila ang gusto nila pero wala parin akong pakialam pa.

And my mates are all there trying to
calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all
over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind, turn it all
around

Nagpatattoo sa may itaas ng braso. Nakaukit ang mga salitang gusto kong sabihin sa kanya. Kung gaano ko kagusto na malaman niyang siya parin ang mahal ko. Na siya lang talaga at walang iba. Na hindi nagbago ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya mula pa noon hanggang ngayon kahit na ako na yung nasasaktan at patuloy na nagmanahal kahit na ikaw ay may iba ng kaligayahan.

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll
say the words
And she'll listen this time even
though they're slurred
So I, dialed her number and
confessed to her
I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing (nothing, nothing,
nothing)

Sa totoo lang, mas tanggap ko pang mapunta ka sa iba kaysa sa ganito na hindi kita nakikita. Hindi ko nalalaman kung ayos ka lang ba. Kung anong ginagawa mo o kung masaya ka ngayon sa buhay mo.

So I stumble there, along the railings
and the fences
I know if we're face to face then
she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step I take leads me to
her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting,
she'll take me back for sure

Napabangon ako at sinulyapan agad ang oras. Alas nuwebe na nga umaga pero ang bigat bigat parin ng ulo ko. Gusto ko pang matulog at managinip. Naalala ko nga palang may lakad kami ni Andrew ngayon.

And my mates are all there trying to
calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all
over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind, turn it all
around

Inabot ko ang cellphone ko sa side table at hindi nga ako nagkamali. Ang dami na niyang missed calls at text. Aba. Ala siete pa 'to ah. Ang aga naman niyang nagising o baka naman hindi na talaga natulog dahil sa kaba?

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll
say the words
And she'll listen this time even
though they're slurred
So I, dialed her number and
confessed to her

Tinawagan ko ang number niya kaya lang naka-second attempt na ako pero wala parin. Ano bang ginagawa ng lalaking yun?

I'm still in love but all I heard
Was nothing (nothing, nothing)
She said nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard
was nothing
Oh, I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
I got nothing (nothing, nothing)
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard
was nothing

Itinigil ko na ang pagtawag at nagdiretso na ng banyo para maligo. Agad na rin akong nagbihis ng may kumatok sa pinto kaya naman pinagbuksan ko ito.