Love What You Can't Have

To Far or not Far Enough

Seeing Aries was definitely not something I wanted, yet in some weird way I was hoping I would since I did wear this bikini. I wanted to torture him ever since I ran into him awhile ago. I haven't seen him since but I wanted to which was driving me crazy. I was sitting on the edge of the pool with my legs in the water laughing at Gabe and Kourtney who was dunking each other, when Aries and his friends came to the pool. Of course he was shirtless with black swim trunks that fit him nicely. .and two other guys were with him along with 3 girls. One was pale as paper with black hair that reached her shoulders, the other was a blond and short haired and the third also had black hair and very short hair. They was all beautiful in there own ways. "Hey brat what the hell are you doing here?" Drake asked taking his shirt off. "What does it look like gubber." she said, swimming over to me. This is Zack, Mark, and of course you know Drake." Aries said lighting up a cigarette. "This is Sonya, Beth, and Allison," he continued. "Hey." we both said. I stood and headed over to the table and grabbed my phone. Drake grabbed up one the girls I think was Allison and they jumped into the pool. I liked her bathing suit, it was purple and had some nice designs on it. I grabbed a smoke after I texted my mom letting her know what was going on. She replied telling me she is pulling a double and would be home after midnight. I set my phone down. The other two guys were staring at me. I was getting my lighter when I heard a flick, it was Aries ready to light my cigarette. I placed my hand on his and came closer to lit it. 

He smiled and hesitated pulling away so I did. I turned away from him and headed back over to Kourtney. "Dude that girl is fucking fine as hell." One of the boys said. Aries quickly faced him. "What are you blind." he said. "Isn't she your neighbor?" the other asked. "Ya she is." "Did you hit that yet?" The other 2 girls leaned in closer to hear his answer. "No way man she isn't my type." "When does having a type matter." they both laughed and headed into the water. Laurie came and dropped off some alcoholic drinks. "Bring the bottles." Aries told her. She nodded and did as she was told. Aries grabbed a drink and chugged it down. He wiped his mouth continuing to watch her. "Lets party." Aries said turning the music up louder and everyone cheered except for Phoenix who was looking at Aries just as he was looking at her. 

"So what exactly do you do in this dance and gymnastics." the girl named Beth asked me. I was in the pool leaning against the wall. "Its hard to explain, but I can do a solo or have a partner. I like solo better but I am a little selfish. We laughed. "And the gymnastic?" "Oh you should see her doing her flips." Gabe said hanging out in our little cycle with Kourtney wrapped around him. "Oh you have to show us." Beth said. "Right now." I said taking another sip of my alcoholic beverage. "Yes please." they all cheered. "I can't not in this suit my tits would fall out." I said. "That won't be a bad thing." Aries said joining our circle. "You would say that." "Dude I wouldn't complain." Zack said. I smiled blushing slightly, good thing my face got some sun or they would of noticed. "Show us your moves Dancing Princess." Aries challenged. I stared him down. "Fine." I said heading to the stairs. "Damn my dick is hard." Zack said drooling. Aries cracked him in the head. Drake laughed while he was cozying up to Allison. I dried my legs off and slipped my shorts on and my top. "Damn I was hoping to see something." Zack said again. "Dude I will fuck you up." Aries told him. Zack backed off. "Come on Nix's show us." Kourtney yelled. I went over to the stretch of grass. I then took a breath and took off doing flip after flip finally landing perfectly. 

Everyone cheered, whistled and clapped. I took my bow and headed back over to the pool. "That was incredible." Beth said. "Thank you." I told her taking a deep breath and letting my hair out. Aries looked at me but didn't seem to impressed. I looked away and headed over to the table grabbing a water, I think I had enough alcohol for the day. The one girl got out of the pool and walked over to me. "You are really good." "Thank you." I said lighting up a cigarette. "How long have you been doing this." she asked taking a drink. "Um wow I guess since I was 4." I told her. "And how long have you been doing Aries?"  I was shocked. "What?" "Oh please you can cut the sexual tension with a knife." she said taking a seat and grabbing another drink. "I have no idea what you are talking about." "You really think that your hard little body isn't getting the attention you are wanting." "I don't want noones attention especially Aries. He is all your sis, so calm down." I told her grabbing my shirt and taking it off. "He will throw you away just like he does every other girl he has been with." I unzipped my pants and shimmed out of them. "Well I wont be as stupid as those other girls." I told her grabbing the bottle of vodka. She got up and walked away. I hit my cigarette hard. That really pissed me off. I heard a phone go off and thought it was mind when looking for it on the table I seen who's it was. It was Aries and his lock screen was a picture of me, in the sundress I wore to Kourtney's when I first met her. It took me back. I looked over at him he was talking to Drake. That shit did take a picture of me and sent to Aries. No wonder he came over. I smirked and headed over to where Kourtney and Gabe was. Aries watched me. I stuck my tongue out at him. He smirked.