Love What You Can't Have

Family or not?

"They won't tell us anything." Drake continued. "Oh my god!" Aries grabbed his knees trying to breath. Rose came running past Drake, Kourtney and Aries, she didn't even see them. "What's going on? Where is my girl at?' Rose said frantically. Michelle grabbed her hugging her and telling her what happened at the house. She began to cry. That's when the rest of the Diamandis family arrived including Jarvis. Kourtney ran to Gabe smashing into his arms crying. Rose looked behind her and see them there. "What gives you any right to be here. How dare you say what you said to my daughter, to judge someone before giving them a chance. My daughter loves your son." she slapped Jarvis. "You are a horrible man, Aries is a wonderful, who loves my daughter for who she is for the way she is. She did the same to him and the rest of your family. Money makes you ugly." The doctor came out. "Mrs. Mancuso?" "What is wrong with my daughter?" Even moved closer. "Phoenix is suffering from an Ectopic pregnancy. She is losing alot of blood, and her body is weak from protecting the fetus. We will be removing the pregnancy and giving her a blood transfusions. She has might be asleep for a few days, due to her body protecting the fetus." Aries dropped his knees, tears streaming down his face. 

"Oh my god." Rose cried. "Her surgery will be about an hour and I will get you when she is in recovery." Arti started crying. Dimitri went to Aries and bent down hugging him tight. Aries whaled with tears. Jarvis held his wife. Michelle hugged Drake who also had a few tears. Kourtney went to him, when Michelle went to Rose to hug her. Drake held her tight. Gabe went and joined his brothers holding Aries tight. "How far long was she?" Rose asked. "She was about a month long. That is why it had such a toll on her. It was to large on her tube. It could of been twins also. We are doing everything necessary. She is good hands, we will take care of her I promise." she headed back to the surgery room. Aries tried to stand, Dimitri  and Gabe helped him. "Rose, oh god Rose I am so sorry?" He balled. She came over to him and hugged him tightly. "This is not your fault, this is your lost to Aries. It was your baby too. I know you guys were careful, this happens even using protection." she lifted his face with her hands. "You was so good to her." she said hugging him again. Dimitri put his hand on Gabe's shoulder who was crying. Rose kissed Aries head and headed over to Michelle and cried. 

Arti came over to Aries. He hugged his mother tight. "I am so sorry son." "It's my fault." Aries cried. "No son, not at all. A baby was made out of love, that is no ones fault." He hugged her tighter. 

What felt like a lifetime, the doctor came out about an hour and half later. The surgery went well. She was still sleeping and Rose headed back to see her. 

Aries: She was pregnant, she was going to have my baby. I sat on the floor running my fingers through my hair. My baby was gone, my girlfriend was no longer my girlfriend, my brothers were there even Dimitri. My father stood there he was shaking his head, my mom was probably reaming him out. I let out all his secrets and Rose smacked his face. I don't know where this will lead to, and I honestly don't care. My life was shattered. I lost the two most important people in my life. This beautiful girl, who I thought all I wanted was the sex, instead made me feel things I have never felt in my entire life. Now a new feeling. A father, a baby, a beautiful vision of her and myself in this little person. Gone!! Taken away before it even had a chance. The doctor said about a month long. That was when she just started the birth control. Of course I couldn't control myself and needed to feel her without anything blocking skin to skin, that was when I knew I loved her. The sensation of her completed a fire burning inside. She is the one. The tears started falling again.

"Look at your son, Jarvis. He is shattered. He is madly in love, and now he is sitting here crying because not only did he lose his girlfriend but a baby as well. Which could happened to any of the girls that the boys were with. What the hell was you thinking?' "The business, that is what I was thinking of." "You didn't even care about the business with the skirts you was with. I know you were never happy with this marriage, but you could of let your sons be happy. That girl would have gave us a grandchild, a beautiful grandbaby who would keep the company going or doing something bigger. Did you ever think of that." "He is to young to have a baby." "If that was true you wouldn't of told these boys to sleep with whomever they wanted. And if she was still pregnant, we as parents would of been there to help and keep them on track. A baby is a blessing. I got three of them considering the only reason we are married is because I got pregnant, and here we are still successful." she paused. "Aries would work hard and manage, he excels at everything and he would do well as a father. You will pay this bill and once everything is taken care of between you and your children, you need to leave and get refocused on what is really important to you." she said walking away and heading over to Gabe and Kourtney.

Rose came out wiping her tears. Aries jumped up. He walked over to her. "May I see her please." Aries asked. "Of course. Come on I will take you  back." Aries held Rose and she took him to her room.  Rose stopped in front of her door. "Go on." she wept. He went in slowly. Arti came and stood next to Aries. He held her hand. Go on son." she pushed. Aries went the whole way in. He instantly started crying seeing her there not up, not smiling, just pale. He grabbed her hand and kissed it. It was lifeless. He sat down and started crying on her bed. "Baby wake up please." he pleaded, holding her hand tight. Her long eyelashes laid on her cheeks, her once pink cheeks look pale. Her golden blonde hair pulled away from her face, laying flat next to her. He wanted to touch her stomach but wasn't sure where her scar was from the surgery. He just pleaded for her to wake up. Arti stood there watching her son. 

Everyone was exhausted. Rose sent everyone home, but Aries wasn't going. Rose and he sat in her room. Rose's phone went off and she left to answer it. It was Phoenix father. She came back in a few moments later. "Phoenix's father is catching the Redeye, he will be here by morning. I hope she is awake by then." "You told him everything?" "I did." "So he knows I ruined her life." Aries said holding Phoenix's hand. "He knows. He isn't happy but he understands a little bit of it. " she sighed. "I guess we will see how it goes in the morning. You should go home Aries, get some rest. I will call you when she wakes up." "I would like to be here when she wakes." "I understand, really I do, but Phoenix might not want to see you." Aries looked up at Rose. "You two are not on good terms right now. I am going to have to explain alot of things to her once she wakes up." Rose said honestly. "I don't want her to think I ditched her." "I won't let that happen, please Aries go home." she insisted. "I will give you a minute, I am going to grab some coffee." she said walking out of the room

Aries: I am sitting here next to a girl who I could have fun with , who I could just toss to the side when I achieved what I wanted. Yet, she has given me so much since I first seen her. I was actually happy when Gabe got to her first and told me about her, the moment I seen her, even though she was bent over stretching and showing me her fine ass. I did every stupid thing  I could do because I  wanted to talk to her. I watched her competitions, hacked her computer to what she would brows on the computer. Her notes on routines, were clean and sharp. She was actually someone who worked hard to get what she wanted. Like she did me. I should of told her sooner that I loved her. I wanted to make this work so bad, and the Plan be damned. I have never had these feelings before? 

Rose came back into the room, I must of fallen asleep because I woke with a jerk, when she touched my shoulder. "Go home." she whispered. I kissed Phoenix hand and did as I was told, she was right, Phoenix is still upset, and I will do what every I have to, to make sure she gets well. "Please call me if anything happens. Please." "I will Aries, go get some rest." I hugged Rose and left my beautiful princess sleep. I was in the waiting room when I seen Dimitri sitting there sleeping. I tapped his shoulder and woke up. "What are you doing here?" I asked sitting next to him. He rubbed his eyes. "I am here for you." he said looking at me. "Really?' "Ya you was right, I was being dad's bodyguard I guess you can say. I was just under so much pressure with him that I guess I just...." "Became his puppet." I answered for him. He chuckled. "Ya I guess you can say that." He put his hand on my shoulder. "Any change?' I shock my head no. "Rose asked me to go home, said Phoenix might not want to see me when she wakes, might upset her to much. It is going to be hard enough to tell her what happen with the pregnancy, let alone having me there." "Do you camp out here then?" "No, I will do as she asked, I don't want to upset Phoenix." Aries said standing. "Are you sure because surprisingly these chairs are really comfortable, I think mom should order these for the house, and the offices." They chuckled. "Come on take me home." I told him handing him his keys. They started walking towards the elevators. "Seriously she needs to order them." Dimitri continued. "I miss you brother." I told him. "Ya I missed you too, and I am sorry. Things will work out I promise." he told me wrapping his arm around my shoulder.