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** Denying **

Bongbong's POV :

I don't know whats gotten into me.

In that brief moment I badly want to cross the little distance and kiss her.

I was cussing nonstop internally and collecting myself from the tension I felt earlier.

Hinde narin siya nagsalita after that at alam kong parehas kami ng naramdaman.

Bakit kasi ang ganda ganda niya at that moment, her smile is so beautiful and she's glowing in my eyes.

I felt like I'm lost for a moment and she's giving me unknown feeling.

Mali talaga to eh, I know for myself that I don't like her but why do I feel like I don't know myself anymore.

Hinde ko maintindihan ang naramdaman ko nung kausap niya si sandro.

Parang gustong gusto niya ba naman kausap kaya nakaramdam ako ng inis.

Sandro is a playboy he's a type of guy that gets what he wants whatever it takes.

Kaya hinde ko nagustuhan ang paglapit lapit niya kay sara.

Pino protektahan kolang naman si sara sa lalaking kagaya ng pinsan kong si sandro.

I know that sara is a woman who doesn't need protection cuz she's strong and she seems to handle her self.

But why do I feel like protecting her on my own cousin.

I might not physically strong but I know I can do something.

At bakit ko ngaba iniisip na protektahan siya?!

Am I really protecting her on my cousin sandro,
or I'm just protecting her not to be with someone else.

Pasimple ulit akong napatingin sa kanya at seryuso na ulit ang mukha niya habang nakatutok sa screen ng laptop niya.

Her hair is neatly bun, her lashes is thick but not that long,

her nose is a little pointed that complimented her beautiful face,

and her lips.. it was like carved by a professional sculptor and shaped it perfectly to fit on my lips,
I wonder how it taste like..

I suddenly gasped on the thought that crossed my mind.

"Oh shit bong did you just..! Argggh! You just fantasize your bodyguard secretary you asshole!!" kastigo ko sa sarili ko.

I'm really doomed! Do I really like her? Gusto ko talaga siya? Sure ba talaga to?!!

Napapailing ako sa iniisip.

Hinde, hinde mo siya gusto bong nadala kalang sa moment kanina, banter kopa sa sarili ko.

Nagtatalo kami ng sarili ko ngayon.

"You look stupid, what are you doing?"

Napaigtad ako sa biglang pagsasalita ng babaeng rason kung bakit ako mukhang tanga ngayon.